2013 Closure.
Monday, December 30, 2013
The reason why this whole post is filled with my faces is very simple.
2014 will be about myself. I will become less selfless not because I am becoming an evil being but because I always feel unappreciated.
"Never be bullied into silence, never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept noone's defintion of your life. Define yourself."
I always take the initiative, whether it is for love, for friendships or any other relationships. I get so sick of grumbling that people do not appreciate my efforts at all. I have a friend who appears very close to me but never really bothered much abt the ongoings in my life in actual fact. She's always too busy to care, too busy to ask, too busy to plan or take the initiative. I really hate it when she always appears only when I ask. It's as if she is just trying to pacify me and provide me that attention I need for that moment of time only. I no longer need people like this in my life anymore. It's either you want me as a friend or you don't. If you are too busy or have too many friends, than too bad, we can remain this way. I set my standards to allow people to come close to me and share heart-felt moments with me. If I don't see you putting in the effort as my friend, than let's not have to force things to work out.
- I was once afraid of people saying, "Who does she think she is?" Now I have the courage to stand and say, "This is who I am."--Oprah Winfrey
- I would be true, for there are those who trust me;
I would be pure, for there are those who care;
I would be strong, for there is much to suffer;
I would be brave, for there is much to dare.--Howard Arnold Walter ("I Would Be True")
I will begin to love myself more for the new year. I will think of my own happiness before I set anyone else's before mine. I will look clearly at who is worthy and who is not. Nobody's existence but my own will justify my happiness.
HAPPY 2014!
I will be a better daughter, a better sister, a better girlfriend, a better student, a better author, a better entrepreneur, a better blogger, a better me. Anything but a better friend. I've grown up, I will be 24 soon and I don't think I need to keep trying to be a better friend because if I have to do that, you are not worthy to be in my life.
