JoleneSnow -Girl who went through hell to finally meet heaven.
It's okay,I will pick myself up!
Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Let me share some depressive news with you guys.
Flunked JAE.
Flunked JPSAE.
The floorball dude from Temasek Poly actually called me regarding my talents in floorball. I was in the floorball team like 3 or maybe 4 years ago??
Yeah,and I didn't play in 2008 or 2009 so they couldn't regard me for the programme :(
Super saddening.
I also flunked DAE for Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
Which leaves me with Mass Comm @ Temasek Poly(refer to the last column)
I circled the crucial area "Under consideration" !!!
Which means I still have tt tiny weeny bit of hope.
One can wish right?
But I'd not harbored tt much of hope now as I know tt the more I hope,the worse the disappointment.

Yeah. I'd pray really hard :)
On a lighter note,I received the Changi Airport vouchers already! Thank you Contest Junkie :D

I still owe my artwork posts & I also hv to post abt Celine's belated birthday.


I should stop procrastinating,for real.

One last thing before I hit the hay!!

Who would like to come support James on the 31st?
Tickets are on sale now. Contact me at !
For more details, Pls Click Here!


I got my posting results from MOE today. Gosh!~
How early can they be?
Spreading bad news to people at like 6am in the morning! They must be insane.
Well alright, the bad news was only for me (& maybe some others too).
Guess what that wonderful message from MOE said.
I was posted to ITE Bishan, Events Management.


I know I did apply for it, but I still had that glimmer of hope to step into a decent polytechnic.
Any will do. But I guess I still couldn't make it.
I called all the polytechnics to ask them how to appeal and I logged in to the JAE 2010 appeal portal.
But fml, guess what?!?!?!

I couldn't even appeal for any courses in any polytechnics.
Some of the courses, I met the cut off points but not the minimum entry requirements.
Others were the other way round.

It's a sad sad situation :(

I was pretty upset in the morning but I guess somehow, I will have to get over it.
Damien told me something which really cheered me up.

When God says NO to something, he is probably saying YES to something better :)

I still owe my readers my promised artwork post.
Am so lazy recently.

It is gonna be a busy week!
Boyfr is training for his fight on the 31st everyday.
I am preparing for the bbq/picnic on Saturday.

Hope this week ends well!

P.S : I think I am going to pursue Private Diploma in Kaplan. But I need to get a student loan from POSB.
Wished they could reply my e-mail query asap.

P.S.S: I am going to study and work at the same time :/ Can I make it ?

Lord, give me strength.

 I edited this using PICNIK, w all the valentine's day gadgets.


Oh yeah, speaking of V-day,what should I get for him?

New phone.
Friday, January 22, 2010


I am so sorry.
I was too lazy to update about my N Level and O Level Artwork last night.
Was busy eating :D
Had a really full dinner & ate dessert that James' daddy bought.
Was so full that I couldn't even move my butt.

Oh yeah! I won $20 changi airport vouchers from Contest Junkie !
Support Contest Junkie, they got huge ass loads of contests man :)
Click here to visit their blog.
You can also support them on FB and TWITTER.

Am wishing that I am a rich girl. I so wanna get a new phone now! Although my Baby SE W595 is alright, just a few scratches here and there, but I am getting a little bored of it :( It is quite a good phone actually. I can call,text,video call,listen to songs and lastly, cam-whore! 3.2 megapixels does not make my photos any uglier either. I thought of getting a Blackberry Bold 7900. I think it is damn chio can! An Iphone is okay, but I think is getting a little too common. I can only day dream and save up for a Blackberry baby. For now, I will hold on to my precious W595 and protect it from further harm(whichis quite difficult as I am a clumsy ass).
I am supposingly supposed to be tele-marketing right now for the NESTLE project but it is Ferlyn the buttock's turn. Hahas!
Oh yeah, gave Bestie Elaine a surprise on her actual 21st birthday on Wednesday night. She thought I was avoiding her and so was Chanel & Geraldine. Her big sis us into her house and we ran into her room to give her a huge surprise. She was over the moon!! :) I did not took a lot of photos that day, I was really tired and lazy. James' mummy was at TTSH having an operation, so me & Eugene were there to take care of her. You may look at those photos on my FB!

Chanel is very good at balancing the cake!

I know this looks really ghastly but I edited it so that thestupid acne on my nose is not visible.I am fidgeting with this cute little lenovo lappy. It is really compact and portable y'know ? And it belongs to my boss. Guffaws! He says it is of no use to him as the screen is too small. Rich talk from Rich man. Somebody tell him to give this to me :D

Ferlyn is so hardworking! :) She has a laughing disorder and she laughs too easily! If she is halfway through a tele-conversation with a customer and I just sniffle a grin, she'll hang up the call (YES! HANG UP!) and than laugh with me cos she can't control her funny bone. Very cute friend I have right?

I am tired of blogging already. I actually took 4 hours to get this post done. I am getting old.

Oh yeah, did I tell you that I am a contest addict? I love contests ! I think I am going to be a very kiasu aunty in the future !
Let's end this post w a photo of 2 very gorgeous babes.

Yes,I know I look fugly and my face is v fat.
But who cares ? :D

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Hey people!

Follow me on TWITTER !!!!

I know this is a lame post but I am just craving for some attention. AHHHA!
So follow me here : CLICK THIS !

Oh yeah, the promised posts about my Art work are not here yet.

Maybe tonight okay ?

& Ferlyn sucks, she told me to blog abt her, so yeah.

Vanilla twilight.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010

The stars lean down to kiss you

And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad

'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because

When I think of you,
 I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

I am just being random :)
I love this song!

Happy 16 monthsary Baby James!

Replies to Tags.
Monday, January 18, 2010

Jiayang - I got no choice. I am just too famous :D People want me to help advertise their names on my blog :)

Nadya - Yeah! I read your love story already !! :) Hope we win !

Aloysius - Those people are too free. They sit behind the computer whole day wondering who can give them unconditional attention. Unlike us,where we are so busy with the good things in life. They have nothing good. That's the problem. Do pity them :)

Zamiel - Yeah! I agree with you.

Kathy - Hahas! Sister Meow rocks ! :D

Claris - Hahas! Super powerful langauge he has there huh!

Hey all,
Thanks for standing up for me against those idiots.

I would like to ask if you readers would also support me if I am able to publish my book.
Would I have your utmost support and would you guys help me promote it ?

Do let me know !

Cherish me deep within.

So what if I came clean, and told you all you mean to me,

so what if I meant every word I said,

baby don't let it go to your head

So what if I write your name,

cause you're always on my brain, in a heart I paint in crimson red,

baby dont let it go to your head

Dont be getting any big ideas, let me make it clear

Just cause I cant go on,

just cause I die when ur gone, & just cause I think of you in bed, dont let it go to your head, if I looked in your eyes, one too, too many times, & memorzied every word you said, dont let it go to your head, oh oh, don't let it go to your head, oh oh

So what if I want to kiss, from your toes up to your lips, it don't mean that you have me yet, youre gonna be good out of bed, i'm the one who's in control here, let me make it clear

Just cause I cant go on, just cause I die when ur gone, just cause I think of you in bed, dont let it go to your head, if I looked in your eyes, one too, too many times, memorzied, every word you said, dont let it go to your head, dont let it go to your head, oh oh

Now you think you got me

Well im gonna get you

Now you think you can touch me

Well im gonna let you

Just cause I cant go on, just cause I die when ur gone, just cause I think of you in bed, dont let it go to ur head

Just cause I cant go on

Just cause I die when ur gone

Just cause I think of you in bed, dont let it go to your head, if I looked your eyes, one too, too many times, memorzid every word you said, dont let it go to your head, dont let it go to your head, dont let it go your head, dont let it go to your head, dont let it go to your head...

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Next post - I will upload all my previous Artworks.
And also the artwork tt got me D7 for my Olevels.
I seriously think the markers are looking for Da vinci.
Crap :(

I'm gonna be strong.
I'm an adult and I am gonna behave tt way.

Decision making is tough.

I had so much fun over at Bestie's chalet ytd ! A lot of camwhoring and laughter x) Boyfr I were rly tired after tt ! We slept like dead logs in Bus 88 on the way home. I love friends, I love it especially when I am laughing along w them. I wanna make more friends :D

I've been struggling w decision making nowadays, all thanks to my O level results. All I can do now is wait and see, and take one step at a time.
Praying hard for Bi's mom for Wednesday*crosses finger*
I am SURE everything will be fine.

Haha! Suddenly, I just feel like uploading fugly photos of my retarded boyfr to piss him off.
I know he wouldn't get angry and tt defeats the purpose.
I'll still post :D
James, no matter how fugly you look, I still LUP you x)
- Huge nostrils.

Sighs, I wish I had a parent to talk to regarding my future. Mum is supportive w what I do but she does not know anything about how to advise me. Who can teach me what to do?
Daddy, where are you?
Grandpa, I wish you were here. I miss you so much !

Thursday, January 14, 2010

SOMEONE is stalking my blog, leaving friendly comments 24/7 and even replying to my Buddy's tags.

Hahahas! Guffaws!

I am THAT popular man.

Thanks for contributing to my hits.

I guess a lot of chinese friends I have are actually Malay because they got Merit for their Chinese Oral and not distinction as this is how you prefer to link it.

Since you received awesome O level results, why don't you put it to good use instead of hiding behind a screen trying to make people unhappy with your words but constantly fail to do so?
What a waste !

Poor you.

You expect me to get pissed and than hurl vulagrities at you ?
It's a waste of my time.

I am much more level headed than you and it's not as if I don't know who you are.

& Fyi, Starstream, I know who you are too.

Ip addresses are easy to find out who a person is.
Police reports have been made with the Ip addresses so continue to bask in the ambience of leaving tags! :)

I am more than welcome to embrace the necessity to provide entertainment to poor souls who are malnourished emotionally and drained out of creative juices to harrass people.

Also,I have the habit of spotting common grammar and vocabulary mistakes in people and I just realised that all your sentence structure are wrong. Plus! You need to get a dictionary fast, need to buck up on your spelling there !

Have a great day ahead !

Excuse me ?!


May I know what is your problem?

I don't even understand your effort in trying to convey a msg to me through my tagboard please.

Let me copy and paste here what you tagged :

justice: u chinese confirm chinese distinction what! what the hell. - if u delete this u are loser.

P.S : English lessons needed to improve on your vocabulary and grammar. I can give you free lessons since you're so language malnourished.

Are you blind ? Since when did I get distinction for my Chinese? Your comment has totally no link to my recent post. I seriously think you need a new pair of spectacles or something.

Fyi,I am a chinese so confirm chinese distinction? -.- But the actual fact is that my English is the one with distinction,so means I am an "American"? an "Australian"?

I do not understand what is the point of your pathetic attempt trying to create an interference here.

It sucked.

So the way you link things is that those with moustache are your dads? Those with curly hair are your moms?

Justice,you are severely lacked of some common sense.

And you could leave your real name actually,because you are doing INJUSTICE to your parents by not acknowledging your name.

"If you delete this,you are a loser"


You sound like a 3 year old.

Thanks for dropping by :)   

Monday, January 11, 2010

Received my O level results today.
Congratulations to all who did well & may your journey to your desired polytechnic be an awesome one !
Seriously,I don't know whether to be happy or upset.
There was only one person who got a distinction in English,and it was me.
However,the rest sucked.
I was really upset but I tried to put up a front,pretending I was expecting those pathetic results.
But few knew I was on the verge of crying.
The worse that could happen was that people came asking me why I did so well for my N levels but so badly for my O levels.
Does anyone of you knew what I had to go through in 2009 ?
No one really knew what I went through all my life. Would people want to know?
If I wrote a book about my past,would anyone want to read about it ?

Okay,I digressed there..
Here are my results :
English Language A2.
Chinese B3 (retake also no difference -.-)
Mathematics D7
Combined Humanities C6
Science F9
Art D7
Chinese Oral Distinction.

I seriously cannot believe that I got D7 for my art. I spent so much time in school doing so much for my Art and this was the pathetic result I received?

I tried my best for O levels,I really did.
I studied day in & out.
I am flabbergasted. Totally lost for words.

Right now,I have to make a choice.

  1. Higher Nitec
  2. Polytechnic- but take up a course which I am not interested in.
  3. Repeat O levels.
  4. Private Diploma.
  5. Give up studying.
I failed my Science & Maths.Therfore,I cannot qualify for much courses. Pathetic right ?

These are the only courses I am qualified for.
  • Architecture
  • Landscape Architecture
  • Digital Animation
  • Digital Visual Effects
  • Experience & Product Design
  • Flim,Sound & Video
  • Interior Design
  • Visual Effects & Motion graphics

And that's about it :(
The rest are all business & accounting courses for Higher Nitec.
I may qualify for those Poly courses but that does not mean that I can get into them.

Kill me now :(

Kaplan or Psb ?


STOMP contest for V-day!
Saturday, January 09, 2010

Today I finally sent the entry for the Valentine's day contest on STOMP to them. A liitle shy actually, because I am making me and James' love story PUBLIC.

Click here to see it : STOMP,Jolene's story.

I am waiting for some kind souls to help me change this blogskin into a new one.

Am gonna start posting photos of my O level artwork very soon.
Do stay around to see it x)
Am very tired today.
Facial @ New Yorks Skin Solution at 1 pm tomorrow.
Am trying to keep my eyes open as I type this.

AHHHHHHH! Monday is coming !
I am confident,very nervous !

My head is blank,shall post agn tomorrow.

Baby,when are we going to watch AVARTAR huh?!?!

Failed but TRIED.
Thursday, January 07, 2010


I failed my Basic Theory Test yesterday.
The questions - to me,were EASY. However,I failed.
Was a little cranky and grumbled to loads of people.

Still,I won't give up! :)
Next Basic Theory Test is on February 18th. Am gonna try real hard for it!

Next Monday,on the 11th of Jan...
I am going to receive my O level results slip.
Anxiety,excitement,pressure,anticipation and several other feelings mixed in my mind now.
Whether it is going to be a failure or a pass,I am still going to face it with my head held high.
I have already made plans for my future and I know which path I am going to take.

Whatever the result is going to be,I believe in myself and I know that I will achieve my goals.


Work is getting a little tough.
Paperwork is drowning me & making me so irritated.
I really do not understand why you all have to always wait for me to take the lead.
AND,you all do not offer your help when I need it. It really pisses me off, real mad.
It is really selfish of you all.

However,like what I told Ferlyn today.

At least I took the more difficult path and TRIED. I strengthened myself in several ways and became more patient. I learnt more than you all did.

On a lighter note,
Baby fetched me from work today. FIRST TIME !! :D
& I got a huge zit on my nose.
How beautifullllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ~

& I am little sad :(
Cos I think that no one wants to go for the Bbq that I organized for my class.
I suck at organizing or you all hate gatherings ? :(

5A2, prove me wrong can?
I am calling off the whole thing if there is less than 20 people going.


Making your mark on the world is hard. If it were easy, everybody would do it. But it's not. It takes patience, it takes commitment, and it comes with plenty of failure along the way. The real test is not whether you avoid this failure, because you won't. it's whether you let it harden or shame you into inaction, or whether you learn from it; whether you choose to persevere.
Barack Obama.

There is no failure except in no longer trying.
Elbert Hubbard

My reputation grows with every failure.

Good things come in SMALL packages.
Tuesday, January 05, 2010


Brought the little kids out last Saturday to celebrate Russel's belated birthday.
Reached Amk Hub & the queue was mad long.
Headed to Cineleisure instead.
Had Pastamania and than went to shop around.
Watched "Alvin & the Chipmunks" at 6pm.

It was a fabulous show tt made people HAPPY! :)
Went for "Flea Titan" @ The flyer.
Bought only a skirt and a shorts.
There weren't much tt caught my eyes & also,I reached thr real late :X

I am blogging now only because I am waiting for Episode 10 of Hi My Sweetheart to load!! :D

Baby is at Asfitness having his muay thai training.

YES,my boyfriend is obsessed w Muay Thai.
Still, I'm gonna be supportive and my dear friends gotta endure w my grumblings! Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Work is getting a little stressful.
So am I ! Because I heard that Olevelers are going to get results NEXT week!
Ain't it like too crazily fast?
Oh my Faints ~ I am missing school life.
Everyday I aboard the super crowded bus to work & see all the students in school uniform and I realise I am just growing up too fast.

Have lost all my innocence & youth. LOL!

Being 20 sounds elderly to me.

Here are the shots taken last Saturday:

Muay thai obsessed freak & his amazing supportive girlfriend(PRETTY too!)

BTT tomorrow !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am very nervous !

Behind the glamour.

Who says a wayward kid will stay wayward forever? ™
Better Known as SNOW
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12th October 1990, I'm a libran and lovin it!
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