The Girl Who Picked Herself Up After She Fell

Sunday, February 07, 2010; Fatigue

Updating of this blog has been greatly delayed.

I am so tired.
Workload is piling up like nobody's business.
Stress at work is building up.
& CNY is approaching.

Been so busy shopping this 2 days that I just feel like fainting right now :X

Celebrated Gers birthday last night.
Had an awesome time.
Went shopping w Buddy Ferlyn @ Far East Plaza & Bugis.
Had a great time too :D

Photos will all rot in my camera & phone till my energy is restored soon.

Here's something cute I'll like to share w everyone ^^

60 THINGS A GAL/LADY/WOMAN WANTS BUT WONT ASK FOR!!

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON'T lie to her
27. DON'T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Don't EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back--feels good
47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute
48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionately and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneak up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don't ignore her or be nervous around her--everything is going to be alright.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. ;D

"Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies."
--Aristotle

"If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you made me smile, I would have the whole night sky in the palm of my hand."

BABY ! We are spending our second V-day tgthr ! :D

@8:49 PM.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010; It's okay,I will pick myself up!

Let me share some depressive news with you guys.
Flunked JAE.
Flunked JPSAE.
The floorball dude from Temasek Poly actually called me regarding my talents in floorball. I was in the floorball team like 3 or maybe 4 years ago??
Yeah,and I didn't play in 2008 or 2009 so they couldn't regard me for the programme :(
Super saddening.
I also flunked DAE for Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
Which leaves me with Mass Comm @ Temasek Poly(refer to the last column)
I circled the crucial area "Under consideration" !!!
Which means I still have tt tiny weeny bit of hope.
One can wish right?
But I'd not harbored tt much of hope now as I know tt the more I hope,the worse the disappointment.

Yeah. I'd pray really hard :)

On a lighter note,I received the Changi Airport vouchers already! Thank you Contest Junkie :D

I still owe my artwork posts & I also hv to post abt Celine's belated birthday.

AAAHHHH!

I should stop procrastinating,for real.

One last thing before I hit the hay!!

Who would like to come support James on the 31st?
Tickets are on sale now. Contact me at joleneko_7@hotmail.com !
For more details, Pls Click Here!

@10:24 PM.

I got my posting results from MOE today. Gosh!~

How early can they be?

Spreading bad news to people at like 6am in the morning! They must be insane.

Well alright, the bad news was only for me (& maybe some others too).

Guess what that wonderful message from MOE said.

I was posted to ITE Bishan, Events Management.

SIGH!

I know I did apply for it, but I still had that glimmer of hope to step into a decent polytechnic.

Any will do. But I guess I still couldn't make it.

I called all the polytechnics to ask them how to appeal and I logged in to the JAE 2010 appeal portal.

But fml, guess what?!?!?!

I couldn't even appeal for any courses in any polytechnics.

Some of the courses, I met the cut off points but not the minimum entry requirements.

Others were the other way round.

It's a sad sad situation :(

I was pretty upset in the morning but I guess somehow, I will have to get over it.

Damien told me something which really cheered me up.

When God says NO to something, he is probably saying YES to something better :)

I still owe my readers my promised artwork post.

Am so lazy recently.

It is gonna be a busy week!

Boyfr is training for his fight on the 31st everyday.

I am preparing for the bbq/picnic on Saturday.

Hope this week ends well!

P.S : I think I am going to pursue Private Diploma in Kaplan. But I need to get a student loan from POSB.

Wished they could reply my e-mail query asap.

P.S.S: I am going to study and work at the same time :/ Can I make it ?

Lord, give me strength.

I edited this using PICNIK, w all the valentine's day gadgets.

Hahas!

Oh yeah, speaking of V-day,what should I get for him?

@3:20 PM.

Friday, January 22, 2010; New phone.

HELLO!

I am so sorry.
I was too lazy to update about my N Level and O Level Artwork last night.
Was busy eating :D
Had a really full dinner & ate dessert that James' daddy bought.
Was so full that I couldn't even move my butt.

Oh yeah! I won $20 changi airport vouchers from Contest Junkie !
Support Contest Junkie, they got huge ass loads of contests man :)
Click here to visit their blog.
You can also support them on FB and TWITTER.

Am wishing that I am a rich girl. I so wanna get a new phone now! Although my Baby SE W595 is alright, just a few scratches here and there, but I am getting a little bored of it :( It is quite a good phone actually. I can call,text,video call,listen to songs and lastly, cam-whore! 3.2 megapixels does not make my photos any uglier either. I thought of getting a Blackberry Bold 7900. I think it is damn chio can! An Iphone is okay, but I t

hink is getting a little too common. I can only day dream and save up for a Blackberry baby. For now, I will hold on to my precious W595 and protect it from further harm(whichis quite difficult as I am a clumsy ass).

I am supposingly supposed to be tele-marketing right now for the NESTLE project but it is Ferlyn the buttock's turn. Hahas!

IT IS A FRIDAY,LIKE FINALLY!

Oh yeah, gave Bestie Elaine a surprise on her actual 21st birthday on Wednesday night. She thought I was avoiding her and so was Chanel & Geraldine. Her big sis us into her house and we ran into her room to give her a huge surprise. She was over the moon!! :) I did not took a lot of photos that day, I was really tired and lazy. James' mummy was at TTSH having an operation, so me & Eugene were there to take care of her. You may look at those photos on my FB!

Chanel is very good at balancing the cake!

I know this looks really ghastly but I edited it so that thestupid acne on my nose is not visible.I am fidgeting with this cute little lenovo lappy. It is really compact and portable y'know ? And it belongs to my boss. Guffaws! He says it is of no use to him as the screen is too small. Rich talk from Rich man. Somebody tell him to give this to me :D

Ferlyn is so hardworking! :) She has a laughing disorder and she laughs too easily! If she is halfway through a tele-conversation with a customer and I just sniffle a grin, she'll hang up the call (YES! HANG UP!) and than laugh with me cos she can't control her funny bone. Very cute friend I have right?

I am tired of blogging already. I actually took 4 hours to get this post done. I am getting ~~old~~.

Oh yeah, did I tell you that I am a contest addict? I love contests ! I think I am going to be a very kiasu aunty in the future !

Let's end this post w a photo of 2 very gorgeous babes.

Yes,I know I look fugly and my face is v fat.

But who cares ? :D

@4:32 PM.

Thursday, January 21, 2010; TWEET!

Hey people!

Follow me on TWITTER !!!!

I know this is a lame post but I am just craving for some attention. AHHHA!
So follow me here : CLICK THIS !

Oh yeah, the promised posts about my Art work are not here yet.

Maybe tonight okay ?

& Ferlyn sucks, she told me to blog abt her, so yeah.

@4:52 PM.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010; Vanilla twilight.

The stars lean down to kiss you

And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad

'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because

When I think of you,
I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

I am just being random :)
I love this song!

Happy 16 monthsary Baby James!

@9:52 AM.