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My SECOND VLOG.

2012-02-03T00:59:00.000+08:00

I think I did pretty bad but it is a start right? :D

I know no one is going to watch this cos everyone is fussing over Naomi Neo. #SucksToBeMe!

Xoxo, love you all.

Page 18 to Page 26. FIRST VLOG!

2012-01-27T02:22:00.000+08:00

So.. I just spend an hour or so editing photos and videos for my first vlog. OMG, it is really damn tiresome you know. The reason I have been procrastinating when it comes to doing an actual vlog.

HOW WAS YOUR CNY people? Have you won a lot of money? Or have you lost a lot like me!!!!!
There are bound to be winners and losers so let's just suck our thumb and yeah, move on with life.

This vlog vaugely sums up Day 1 and Day 2 of my Chinese New Year!

I spent it visiting James' relative, going for a short getaway in Superstar Virgo and than returning to SG on the second day for his cousin's house visitation.

I have lost a few hundred bucks due to gambling and I think I am going to surrender! Hahah. Third day was spent having lunch at Changi Village, returning home to "bai nian" to Mummy dearest with James & Celine. We had dinner at Hougang Ave 8 and than went back to B's house for Poker yet again. Naughty B has skipped school for 2 days already!!

Day 4 of CNY was spent sleeping till 1pm. I slept at 7.30am!!!!! Met up with "MC" at 3pm and was very happy with the meet up because great opportunities are lying ahead of me if I grab this chance. So wish me luck people! I will release the awesome news when everything is stabilized. Alright? I promise.

Rest of the photos are here. I didn't include them in my vlog cos I think that my first vlog is already too lengthy. So here goes...

These photos are taken with my Lumix camera so that explains the separation from the other photos in the video.

Celine, Aunty Irene, James & Eugene.

Birthday girl on CNY as well.

Always so supportive and nice to me

I think this pic is very nice, just saying!

Photos taken in Superstar Virgo!

GREAT! Now I am officially addicted to Poker. Like really addicted. I cannot wait for movie date with Baby later on and than Poker again. Saturday we will be having reunion dinner with all the dudes and than POKER again.

Like I said, I am Lady Gaga. :D Poker face. I really do not want this week of holiday to pass so fast because I do not want to start work yet! :(

I want CNY everyday!!

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2012-01-17T15:19:00.001+08:00

FIRST post of 2012! And it starts on Page 17 of 366.

Hee, my resolution to blog daily is just so impossible. Pardon me for I am a career woman ok!

Jokes aside, my 2012 has been one word : SURPRISING! I have been really busy, working hard, trying to bring happiness to friends by planning their birthdays and celebrating their birthdays and well, putting up a brave front to face 2012.

So, I have gotten my bonus yo! So happy. Am gonna splurge when I fly to Bangkok, my secret haven.

BEFORE I START UPLOADING MY PHOTOS, CAN YOU ALL PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS help click on my NUFFNANG AD on the right side of the page please? I have like started blogging for SO long and yet I haven't gotten the chance to cash out a NUFFNANG cheque yet, I am damn pathetic pls.

Okay, let us start from Page 1 of 366.
We spent it right outside MBS watching the fireworks! The nicer photos + videos are still in my LUMIX camera thus let us make do with the lousy quality ones from my Iphone first pls.

Okay, my Iphone is not that bad, really!

This video was the last part of the fireworks when my memory card was full thus I had to switched to my Iphone at the last minute.

Random photo of Baby R and his friend. Super love this photo. Mad cute!

OKAY, you know what? I have fallen in love with this pair of wedges but I cannot seem to find it anywhere. It is out of stock online and I don't care, I'm gonna hunt it down sooner or later.

Baby R sleeping.

Juney sent me this MEME and I found it so interesting. Tears of Joy!!

Chloe and Coach Alvin was massaging for James but he didn't seems to enjoying it :D

Page 8 of 366, we had a flea @ *Scape! Earned quite a bit and we love being bosses!

Page 9 of 366, went for an outing with Aelda, Jasmin and the kids. Mad happy day as they are too adorable to handle.

How can you even say "No" to a girl like her?

And this little one is going to be very handsome in the future!

Photos with Aelda and Xuan.

Baby R!

Page 10 of 366, went to Chomp Chomp to surprise my god-mum!

Jimmy with my mum's girly spectacles.

I love this woman, always so nice and always so strong!

Went home and found this very touching note + photo mailed to me from my Primary School friend, Celine. She is just too sweet, sweeter than honey! It was totally unexpected but she must have been reading my tweets about how much I miss my brother. I almost cried when I saw this.

Thanks Celine!

Page 11 of 366, I went to collect my free Acer Aspire Timeline X from the Service Hub @ Funan.
Super happy to own a new laptop as the old one that I bought from Christelle was so spoilt that I could not even type! The keyboard was spoilt, I didn't know how to take care of it well.

Than proceeded to celebrate Jasmin's birthday at my place!!
Though the surprise was spoilt, I hope she had fun.

HAPPY 22ND BEECH!

Random super cute photo of Xuan and Raphael.

Brave boy went for blood donation a few days ago and I was so proud of him being so enthusiastic to save/help others.

Page 13 of 366, we planned a surprise bbq event for our beloved Hui Qi who turned 20 on the 14th of Jan.
Our surprise was kinda spoiled by Hui Qi's smart brains and also little naughty Joel who went to spill the beans. But still, I felt that Hui Qi was very happy with our surprise and celebration, she was glowing on that day!

WE LOVE YOU HUI QI, HAPPY 20TH!

The high class bbq area.

The "couple"

Our chef, Hab Chong.

We had such a hard time lighting the candles. Really.

Look at her overjoyed face!

My lovely girls and the man I love in the background.

Day 14 of 366, I had Carls Junior for the first time and I couldn't finish the burger. Baby ate 1 and a half burger, super wtf right? The burger was so huge. The fries were really tasty though, I will only have the fries in the future. I am not a fan of burgers at all and my favourite burger is none other than the juicy MacSpicy! Just thinking of it makes me drool.

Page 15 of 366, (midnight) went to Kovan Superbowl with Baby, Nigel, Nixon, Jin Hao and Samuel.
Baby and I are total losers when it comes to bowling, we had less than 5 strikes, yeah the both of us. Guffaws!

BABY R IS SUPER ADORABLE and I miss him so.

Darling shared this with me and I found it rather meaningful so I am sharing it with everyone.

Day 15 of 366, (during the day).

This had to be the worst day I have ever had in January because I received the worst of the worst news from Mum. I tried not to bawl my eyes out and I succeeded. I know I cried while eating my chicken rice in front of Baby and he must have been helpless because up till now, nothing much can comfort me. He did send me a very sweet email to cheer me up. ( See below). My boyfriend has greatly matured through the years we were together and I really appreciate his sweet effort.

Anyway, I do not want to go deep into what happen because I know I will cry if I do so this is the simplified version.

-After missing my dad and cutting off contact for maybe like 6 years?
-Mum saw him.
-He blamed the cutting off contact between us to me not attending Grandpa's wake when it was because his wife restricted him?!?! Sings Akon's "You can put the blame on me"
- Than he told Mum, he didn't want to see me, it would only bring him trouble and "the one at home" will nag.

SO, conclusion, I am NOTHING but trouble to my own blood father. *Huge sigh* I can feel the tears now so I am ending here.

Don't worry about me, I will pick myself up!!

I shall continue the my entry soon and as I have promised myself, I will start vlogging soon! *Fingers crossed!*

CNY mood is lingering everywhere. 6 more days!

Farewell 2011, Hello 2012!

2011-12-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

Greetings all lovely babies. I have scheduled a post for the 31st of December at 11.59pm.

THIS is to bid farewell to the awesome, great, challenging, amazing, astounding, unforgettable, wonderful, surprising, you name it 2011 that we had went through.

Let's all welcome 2012 with arms wide open and tell it that "HEY 2012, you can do better than 2011 yeah!"

Let's sum up the whole of 2011 here in THIS SPACE! Well.. I finally left Kumpulan Development and gotten a new job @ Changi. But I was thankful that I joined Kumpulan Development because I got to know really nice people and 1 of them was my god-mum.
I have never really blogged about her but let me tell you this, she is an absolutely amazing & generous lady. We knew each other for around a year or so and she has always treated me really well. I have forgotten how or when I started calling her god-mum but well, things just went that way. I gotten to know her in 2009 and we only got closer in the middle of 2009.

Without Kareen, there was no one else to guide me from right or wrong in Kumpulan.
Without Kareen, I couldn't see how awesome her maternal instincts were.
Without Kareen, I wouldn't be able to stand up when my blood mother was going through a horrible time, causing me to undergo immense pressure.
Without Kareen, I will never see how a woman at her age can stand so firm so strong at her age, just to continue fighting for her kid's well being.

She was someone who gave her all in everything that she did. She worked hard for perfection in everything but one bad quality she has is that she trusts too easily. She is that nice and that vulnerable that people tend to take advantage of her.
The above photo was taken in January 2011, before I left KD. All I gotta say is I hope that god-mum will have an amazing 2012 ahead. She has worked hard enough and have given so much of her love and time to her kids and work. Let her have a happier year!

I love you Kareen :)

I also knew another sister in KD. She seems rather fierce at first impression but after you get to know her, she is really a nice person, very motherly too. A young HOT mama! Just like Kareen :D Just that Kareen is older.

I love you Faith! :)

They were the few people that I couldn't really part with in KD. Actually, there were quite a few... Mellisa, Christelle, Alan, (the driver), Jimmy and Kitson, ( my brother in KD whom thought me a lot a lot a lot a lot of virtues in life) and Kai Ling, (my party rock sista)

This is Alan :)

I miss you!

Christelle ^^ She is happily married, living in bliss. I am happy for her and I hope that in the year 2012, she will change into a stronger woman who can stand up on her own and fight for her own rights :)

I love and miss you babe!

Jimmy! My god-dad. A humorous fellow and someone who never fails to crack us up on gloomy days.

I miss you dad!

Kitson Wong! A very great brother who never fails to teach me the virtues and right values in life.

I miss you bro!

Mellisa! We go back to a long time ago in secondary school where we weren't very close but became closer while working in KD. Mellisa, Christelle and I shared a special friendship in KD. We went through hardship, tears, laughter and loads of fun to be where we were in 2011. We left KD happily ( we were contemplating this choice for freaking hell don't know how many months ).. and we got a better job now.. All the 3 of us.

I miss you Mel!

**Anyway, why does my hair look so fugly and I only realise it like NOW?

This is another HOT mama, Kai Ling. We partied together, we gossiped together and she never fails to perk me up. The time I spent with her in KD was short but the memories were unforgettable. I remembered there was once we were dining at "Mun Ting Xiang" at Hougang Green, sharing stories of our lives and she actually teared. Those were the days, we would always say... Awwwww~

Love you sista!

I am more than happy to have known this people in my life and though we are no longer as close as before,I hope to keep this people in my life in the years ahead :)

In year 2011, I have gotten very close to a few people whom I now meet on a regular basis. First, it's...

Aelda Quek Fang Yu. We knew each other since.. let me see.... 2006 if I am not wrong. We first met in a place where nobody likes to mention about :D After we left that place, we drifted here and there.. Contacting each other as and when. I was there her first baby, Fedora...turned a month old. I was also there when Raphael turned a month old. She is a wonderful lady, very sentimental like me and James even said that we somehow look alike sometimes :) I am happy for her that like Christelle, she is happily married and living a good life with her husband and 2 kids. I hope that this woman will stay in my life for as long as she can.

I love you Aelda!

Jasmin Tan Ee Lin. This woman, she NEVER changes. I know that if you love someone, you wouldn't want them to change for anything. But this woman here HAS got to change. She never fails to let people make use of her or take advantage of her. Especially GUYS! I mean I have directly slandered her, called her ugly names in the vain attempts to wake her up and stop her from allowing people to hurt her. I have called her desperate, disgusting, etc etc whatever shit names you can think of. But that's cos I love her too much. I do not want her to continue being cheated by men like she is just a piece of trash. JASMIN! Stop dying to be in love. Love will find you one day. Study hard, enjoy single life with friends. She is also the only one who can walk with me through my crazy temperamental mood swings and still want to be my friend.

I love you Jasmin!

Reuben Thio Wei Liang- aka Fei Long. This Happyrockballz fellow was someone I got closer to in 2011. He is one of James' friend and I rarely will get that close to any friends of James. I mean close in the terms that we will whatsapp each other daily and I will pour out all of my problems to him. He wasn't a person who could give advice but at least he was always there to listen. I called him my brother and I really treated him as one, swear! Whenever me and James had any good lobangs, he was the first one we'd call along. He was also our gym buddy but a very LAZY one indeed. I planned his birthday celebration in 2011 and it was kinda screwed up though. Anyway, we've some small tiffs and miscommunication and I think not many people can withstand my crazy temper so well, we have kinda sorta drifted. I treated him TOO much like my own brother that I someone felt that I put in too much effort in our friendship and he wasn't doing that much for me. Walao, what did I expect? Most guys are "wooden" and they don't really know how to keep friendships going. I meant most ok, so don't judge. Anyway, all I wanted was for this brother of mine to lead a better lifestyle, a healthy one. Not one where he coops himself up for hours at the LAN shop gaming for 24 hours straight, leading a meaningless life, not knowing what is his goal. I know he hates studying but he hates the idea of working and going to army as well. I just cared too much for this brother that I did not want him to lead a hand to mouth lifestyle, I want him to have plans & savings for his future and become a successful person someday. Well, maybe I cared too much. I cared too much for Carolyn in the past, and I lost her as well. :( Anyway, never regret having this brother in my life also. ^^

Ghing Ghing- And now to my awesome colleague + sister. The closest person to me in my current company. Our friendship is ONLY 9 months old as of today. BUT what we went through made us feel as if we have known each other for a very very long time. Since the very first day I joined my new company, she has been very friendly to me, bringing me out for lunch, guiding me on many other stuffs. She is super patient with me always. You know I am a very clumsy person with a short term memory but she never fails to guide me and repeat herself over and over again no matter what. For work matters, stress and trouble, no one else would understand me better than her because we go through the same thing together. We've seen each other tear at work, get angry, we grumble about the unfairness of happenings together and at the end of the day, we never fail to support each other. I am happy that I found such a friend in this new company and I hope we still remain friends/sisters in the near future, for a long long time.

I love you Ghing!

Babygirl Bee Kee. I got close to this dear girl only at the last quarter of this year. She's younger than me but she was like a "big sis" to me when I was in secondary school. I remember once when I was in Sec 5, I saw her outside my classroom and ran to her and said "Walao, Bee Kee, Vincent dumped me" than started tearing. I am laughing at the weird things I always remember. We weren't very close in secondary school but we would say hi and acknowledge each other when we pass by each other in school. Early this year, we quarrelled over Carolyn and sort of not contacted each other. *rolls eyes* Us girls huh, forever like that you will say. What to do? We are girls after all. I admit I am a demanding person and I would want my friends to stand by me even if I am wrong. :D But our friendship wasn't that easy to let go I guess? Don't judge this woman as someone very strong and very fierce. I used to think that way of her. But after all, she is as fragile as all normal girls like you and me. I'd crash my sad thoughts to her and she would do the same to me. What made me realise our friendship was real strong is when I realised I could tell her anything about anyone, those dark secrets and she would understand me without passing any judgement, just like Jasmin. Many stuffs happened and they are too personal to be revealed here but well, I hope this girl stays with me in my life till a long long time ahead.

I love you Babygirl Mei Qi :)

And again, the USUAL people on my blog entries. My clique!!

Hui Qi kinda was afraid of me the first time she met me. It was in sec school. I was the "ah lian" that people never really got to know really well. It all started with me throwing this handphone strap on the floor, somewhere in class. You know us bloody litter bugs, can't even walk to the bin to dump something. Sloths! Hui Qi thought that I had dropped it and kindly returned it back to me. Imagine my annoyed face when she returned something which I threw away. Of course I took it without saying thanks! And that left a pretty bad impression on her. But well, our friendship went a better way after we had a common liking for Korean band, SS501. I introduced her to work in KD with me and well, sparks just flew. WA, majiam LOVERS leh. Haha. I call her my daughter and I treat her like one too. Alway bullying her. Any applicants to be her boyfriend after the many times I have blogged about her? EH Benjamin Lee, where are you! :D

I love you Aunty Lam! :)

Amanda was my partner in crime in secondary school. We knew of each other's existence but we were in different cliques. We always see each other in the girls toilet whenever I was puffing away or skipping class! :D But we've both grown up now and developed a genuine friendship whom nobody expected. Of cos no one expected cos no one wanted to be friends with an "Ah Lian" like me in the past T_T . Any applicants to be her bf? Shit, Hab Chong will kill me if he sees this!

I love you Amanda!

June! I think I got closer to June only after secondary school was over. I cannot remember how but our friendship just kept blossoming and blossoming so much that all of you would be jealous :D Haha. She is a really really really kind person and she rarely complains about helping us. How nice right?

I love you Woon Nian June! :)

Adam- The ALWAYS, and I mean ALWAYS very happy dude in my clique. He is always either laughing or either smiling. I do not know how he maintain his positive sunshine exterior but he just does. You cannot find another happier person than him. He told us he rarely have any negative or sad thoughts and we are happy for him but Adam, if you ever ever feel down or need people to talk to, we are here!!!!! OH YAH, he is single as well. Any takers?

I love you Adam!

Hab Chong- My very mischievousness brother. He is another happy person with a very humorous character. He is always joking around and he never fails to cheer us up. I envy that he has a very well bonded family and he goes around with a carefree attitude. Never regret having a brother like him. He is somehow single but his heart is with Amanda. ( I THINK? ) Hahah. I know you would kill me for writing this on my blog but hey, it's the NEW YEAR! :D

I love you little brother!

Hurhur, can I photoshop Teck Chaw's face away and add Amanda's face in here? xD

I love you all. And this photo is the background photo for my computer screen at work now!

And now we have come to a Very Important Person in my life.

Liu Jun Hong, James.

What have I to say about this man. The ups and downs we have been through. The smiles, the tears and the laughter. I wouldn't ramble on about my baby here because once I start, I can't stop =D I would leave all the love notes for another time or on any anniversaries as each day with this man is an unforgettable one. I could write a book about him. :) All I hope for is for you, James to spend as many new years with me as possible. Till the day one of us has to leave. Simple wish from a simple girl to a simple boy.

I love you Baby Darling! Xoxo.

Here's to everyone who has been there for me in the year 2011 and who will still be there for me in the years ahead. For those who have walked away, I wish you all the best and for those who didn't, I wish you even better days!!!!! :D I am also damn kiasi (google if you don't know what is this) okay, if the world really ends in 2012, at least you all know I love you all right :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR EARTHLINGS!!

Follow me on twitter @JoleneSnow or add me on Facebook here : FACEBOOK!

No obligations to approve you though. Let me steal a line from KAY KAY here :

Love me more, hate me less.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUSSEL KO LIANG YU!

2011-12-27T15:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 10TH BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED PRINCE!!!!
Please grow stronger and fatter please.

I love you and I never will stop loving you! :)

How I spent my Xmas in 2011.

2011-12-26T15:13:00.000+08:00

Darlings!

I have had an awesome Christmas this year. How was yours? Feel free to share them with me.

Oh yeah, let me side track a bit over here. My M1 fibre broadband has finally been installed last Friday on the 23rd! I finally have a speedy internet service at home. Goodbye you lousy 7.2mbps broadband on mobile!!! 100mbps fibre broadband service at only $39/month! I think it's damn worth it. I signed up for this service at the Sitex roadshow so I bet this offer will be out again soon in March where there will be another road show. So do sign up for it! I signed up for the one that comes with a FREE Acer Aspire TimelineX by the way, if you are curious to know.

Refer below. Photo credits to VR-Zone.

ANYWAY, back to the jingle bells story. I spent my Christmas doing these : ......................... *lights off,music on*

I dressed up as Minnie Mouse yet again on Christmas Eve! *grins*

I am obsessed with my Minnie Mouse hair band obviously and I nonchalant to anyone, everyone who calls me childish :D

On the way to meet the rest @ Compass Point for some grocery & log-cake shopping!

No photos taken while we were shopping because when we meet, we become a bunch of noisy aunties and we forget all about cam-whoring. Hahaha.

Guess what I found at June's house!!!!!!!! A calendar with the same logo as my tattoo!! Cool or what. Makes me feel like some sort of an ambassador. Or rather I felt like I was one of the death eaters and this calendar was promoting Voldemort. -_- I hope you get my lame joke here.

Juney dear baked cookies for us!!! So sweet. Apparently, I have finished them as of today. EXPECTED WHAT!

LOOK AT THE SPREAD. Super new year-ish right? It was like some sort of Christmas reunion dinner for us. We haven't met up as a clique for ages you know so yeah, it's definitely a reunion! Not only do we have food prepared by June's mum, we also have loads of fried food like chicken wings, wantons and also fish balls. Did I make you drool? June's mum is really super hospitable and very nice! She doesn't mind messing up her kitchen for us. I love her! She's so smiley and so kind. June's place is rather a quiet home but when Amanda, Hui Qi and I enter her humble home, we turned the place into some market! Serious! I bet the neighbours could hear our laughter 3 units away. Luckily, nobody came to complain.

Our mango flavoured log cake. We only came to realize that all log cake were made of swiss rolls. Or was it because it wasn't from a high end confectionery? It was from Polar by the way. It was still nice anyway.

Lam Hui Qi, the one who always gets bullied.

Amanda, the very fashionable one.. always!!!

June, the TALL one.. as always. Everyone is TALL to me. FML.

YOU SEE. If she is not the TALL one, who is? She always has to bend down to take a photo with me. 委屈你了 June! Is that how you write "wei qu" by the way?

Hui Qi's professional skills lor.

My baby boy.

I enjoyed having heart to heart chats after dinner with the girls, spilling our hearts out and giggling like school girls. Oh, they still are school girls. I am the only WORKING ADULT. Boo.

After the steamboat and heartfelt conversations, James and I went over to Bishan for Fang Yu's barbecue celebration. We reached there pretty late and the lights at the pit were already turned off. Why so cheapo for what huh anyway? It was ONLY 10pm and it was Christmas Eve some more. Stingy!!! So apparently, due to the lack of lightnings, I didn't take away photos with Fang Yu, Jasmin or my beloved Raphael and Fedora. How sad!

After the barbecue was over, Fang Yu and the rest went for their drinking session while Baby and I headed back to Xin Wang HongKong cafe to meet my girls again.

He looks really nice when he smiles but he barely do so when we take photos. :(

Us beauties!

They said do a "鬼脸“ and I didn't know they were all doing almost the same stunts while I was there trying to act like a ..... PIG?

Thanks to Fang Yu for the hand-written Xmas letter and your gift. I have 2 piglet cartooned cups now! 1 from Ferlyn and the other one from Fang Yu!!

Jasmin got me this leopard printed jacket and I love it with all my heart and soul. All leopard printed stuffs always gives me the "love at first sight" feel you know.

OKAY, before you start judging me... Let me explain this photo. This was how my hair looks like after I loosen my bun after a long day and I felt that it looked really nice. Many critics will definitely say I look like some insane bitch here but whatever. I am intending to perm my hair and it MAY look like this after perming you know. What do you readers think? Should I perm?

Fast forward to Christmas Day! Russel was allowed to come out with us on Christmas day to celebrate his birthday and also Christmas as well. The pure joy when I saw him was unexplainable! I haven't seen him for so long and he has changed so much!!!!!! Still my cute, handsome and jovial little one. I wished I could see him daily :(

Mum was rather emotional that day as she missed Russel as much as I did.......

We missed you a lot too Julian. Just wished you would stop ignoring and hating on us for no apparent reasons. You're my brother and you are Mummy's son, nothing can change that fact. Why are you being so obnoxious to us? WHY???

See the happiness in this photo. No words to describe!

Fun at the arcade!

Mother & Son killing zombies.

I was feeding my prince some Yami Yogurt while he raced with Celine.

And this shot showed my glutton side. Damn it. I look like some.. yeah.. glutton.

CUTE RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!! His thumbnail photo for Mario Go-Kart. HAHAHA!

My little prince. I love you, with all my heart and soul.

Happiness. Pure bliss.

Russel @ Swenson's. Being all cute and handsome as always.

Some cam-ho with the boyfriend.

Yes, I was wearing a leopard printed top!!

Aftermath, we were supposed to bring Russel to Hougang Green to play some LAN games as per his request but we saw an Uncle Ringo carnival and decided to play the rides instead.

Look at James & Russel playing the bumper car rides. It was rather scary in my opinion but well, Russel had fun!

Them stoning while Celine and I were ordering our Koi bubble tea.

Christmas this year was really awesome! It would have been better if Julian was around though.

Till we meet again darlings!

Sundown Festival 2011.

2011-11-27T17:42:00.000+08:00

The joy, the gratitude and the excitement of receiving a tweet from a friend saying that he has free tickets to this year's SUNDOWN FESTIVAL featuring artiste like SHOW LUO is just so damn awesome! It's rather sweet that people actually remembers me tweeting about what I like & who I like and all that.

You know those emo moments where you work so hard to come up with a blog entry and than you tell yourself "Aiyah, noone actually reads my blog anyway?" But I believe that if you strive to do something, you should work really hard for it; whether people will actually see your hard work or not is another thing all together.

ANYWAY, a HUGE thanks to Merv for giving me a pair of FREE tickets to this year's Sundown Festival. It was my first time seeing Show Luo in person!!

I went to the concert with Hui Qi as she was also a BIG FANGIRL of Show Luo. She went for his concerts and autograph sessions before. What a lucky girl.

So... I went to meet up with her over at her place in the afternoon and we spent a great deal of time dolling up. I know I know,most of you would say that Show wouldn't even see us so what's the big deal right? There is a big deal! We are going to such a respected event, of course we have to dress our best!!

We look super fugly in the below photo. Reason : We had been drenched badly. We queued up for the concert at around 5-ish and thank God we met our secondary school mates in the queue so we were allowed to cut the super long queue. It had started drizzling and we had like only 1 umbrella. It was a rain or shine event so everyone else was smart enough to bring "ponchos" while we didn't. Anyway, we stood in front of the stage and waited and waited and waited and waited and waited.......... ( In the rain!!)

Go to this blogger's post if you want to know how was the queue like : Steven aka J2meePok

Anyway, this was around 7+ in the evening when the rain finally stopped. It was as if they know that the concert was going to start. Haha. You can imagine how heavy the rain was just by looking at the 2 dudes in this photo. Their hair was WET to the roots.

More cam-whoring while waiting & waiting. They were playing these advertisements for the sponsors over & over & over again and we were getting really impatient. Most of the audience were though. Some was heard grumbling : "If Show Luo was the last perfomer for this concert, I would die standing here!" Apparently yes, he was the last performer. =X

Look at e crowd!

This was some drum performance by students from Temasek Polytechnic. I apologize but I really forgot what is the actual name for this drum thingy.

The hosts : YES 933's deejay Peifen and Li Teng.

FIRST PERFORMANCE : VIVID (JAPAN ROCK BAND)

Pardon my photos as I was pretty far away from the stage. This was the best I could capture.

They sang these songs : Yume -Mugen no kanata, Kakera, Crisis, Risk & FAKE(New Singles).

2nd Performance : Zhang Jing Yun from Taiwan.

She sang: 义气, 让我照顾你, 相反的我 & 春泥 (Her version.)

THIRD PERFORMANCE : TEEN TOP!

They sang: Supa Luv, No More Perfume On You, Angel & Clap

I thought this one member was really charming and it was so embarrassing when Hui Qi told me he was ONLY 16 years old. What do they eat during puberty in Korea huh? My 16 year old brother don't even look like half of Ricky. (But I still love you bro)

This was my FIRST time hearing & seeing this group perform. But I still went gaga over them though. They were really really handsome I swear! After screaming like a crazy fangirl, Hui Qi told me that they were all actually younger than me -.- Pedo much?!?!?!?!!? OMG. I cannot believed that I went crazy over some 16 year old Korean stars. 16!!! The oldest guy in the band was like only 18?!!! I am still too old for them. Makes me sad you know. And don't misunderstand, I am not sad because they are too young but think about it.. At such a tender age, they have already achieved so much. Performing at a concert, gaining fame, having fan-girls showering their love on them. I mean like at least they work hard to be where are today right?

WHAT HAVE I ACHIEVED SO FAR? *emo mode on*

Next up, HEBE TIEN! Look at her, dressed like an angel, voice like an angel too =)

One of my favourite songs!

She sang : My Love, Love!, To Hebe, 還是要幸福, 寂寞寂寞就好

THE FINAL AND MOST AWAITED PERFORMANCE!!!!!
Show Luo Zhi Xiang. I was so hyped up the moment he came out. He performed : 精武门, 爱风头, 一支独秀 and Only You. This was my very first time seeing Show and even though he was up on stage, he still looked really handsome, cute and yeah handsome! *Fan-girl moment unveiled*

Sorry for the really noisy background but who can control themselves and not scream when it is SHOW performing!!!

There was a dragon dance performance at the end. Weird but entertaining though.

The finale where all the artistes came out to bid farewell.

Okay, I admit that I was more focused on snapping away at Show & Teen Top.

And so, the event ended. Hui Qi and I was bushed. Our legs felt like jelly and we randomly took a bus to "Little India" MRT station to travel back to Hougang.

We were very very tired but what is more important was that we were HAPPY! Really happy.

I really enjoy the company whenever I am with my girls :)

Thank you once again to Merv for the tickets!

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I will blog about Christmas next alright! Stay safe and keep loving people.

FUNAMANIA UPATES!

2011-11-26T14:50:00.000+08:00

Here's the updates for the FUNAMANIA event that I attended. This will be more of a photo update than a wordy one :)

Actually... you can already see these photos on my facebook wall but hey, I promised to blog about it right :D

I designed my nails for the event, I couldn't draw the glittered heart shape design on my right hand cos my left hand sucks, okay fine cos I am right handed :) Whatever, so I came up with 2 designs instead. Pretty awesome huh? *Dwells in self-praise*

The theme of the event was : I'm Gorgeous and I know it!

Outfit for the day : Leopard printed dress that I brought from RAVISH LOOTS! This blogshop is owned by 2 of my friends and they sell really nice quality clothings! Go check them out!

Let me introduce one of my girls to you. Her name is Hui Qi. She's still single :D & yeah look at her pig face.

Amanda looking so fine as always and Hui Qi looking so funny as always.

Start of the event, spot the stars!

Very "GOOD" quality photo from the front camera of my Iphone 4 :)

This is June, another one of my darling girls. See how she has to bend down to take a photo with me because she is just THAT tall. She's e tallest amongst us you know.

Pornsak & Benjamin!! Look at what Pornsak is wearing. Only him & Christopher Lee can pass styles like this yo.

I was very focused in getting his photos.

CUTE HUH Mr. Pornsak!!!

Qi Yuwu, looking cool.

Idk what this face was supposed to mean but I guess she's tired.

I love this dreamy look!

I took photos with only 2 Mediacorp stars! One of them was Vivian Lai. (See below).. & the other one was with Pornsak!!!! *screams in joy* The photos are still hiding somewhere in June's camera if I am not wrong :( The most efficient "up-loader" in our clique is definitely Hui Qi. She deserves an award for that. Or maybe cos she's the one that has the most free time!! Haha.

She has really a really nice complexion. Ya Hui.

Joanne Peh! Sexy and she knows it :)

Ian Fang smirking like always.

Group Photo. Who is the most gorgeous of them all?

In the toilet of Zirca.

WE HAD SO MUCH FUN though we had to stand throughout the whole event.

Hui Qi was really high when she requested a photo from Vivian Lai.
She went like : "LAI YI LING, 我可以跟你拍照吗? ( Vivian's chinese name followed by CAN I TAKE A PHOTO WITH YOU?" And she said that really loudly. She wasn't drunk though. After the photo, she told Vivian Lai that she was really beautiful and Vivian was so nice to return the compliment. :)

In fact, everyone was really friendly during the event. nobody showed any snobbish behaviours at all!

Comments of my posts? Shoot away in my formspring box on the left hand side of my blog. I seriously do not know how to enable readers to post their comments just below my entries. Any kind souls willing to teach me?

And before I finish this entry, WOON NIAN JUNE AND AMANDA PHUA!!!

WHERE ARE MY FUNAMANIA PHOTOS?!!!!!! :D

Palty Hair Dye Review

2011-11-20T15:26:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings!

Yes, I am still alive. But seriously, I know I am a failed blogger. (Not everyone who blogs is a blogger but well, whatever)

My lappy has crashed and I have cancelled my subscription for the mobile broadband service under M1. Can I be forgiven than?

My new M1 fibre broadband will be installed at my place this Friday and within the next 14 days of installation, I would be getting my new Acer Aspire Timeline X laptop! No need to hate me after that alright?

I promise I will keep blogging daily that you will get so sick of me! :)

Let's cut to the chase.

This long overdue review is getting very old so I'd just start right away..

So... Due to being invited to the FUNamania event for Channel U's 10th anniversary, I wanted to have a more presentable hairstyle. My black roots were coming out to scare e shit outta everyone so I had to do something to my ugly head.

I bought 2 DIY hair dyes from Watsons @ Tampines One.

For myself, I bought the Palty Girl Hair Treatment Bleach Natural Brown. I didn't really like the idea of the word "Bleach" in the dye as it would mean my hair getting really dry but a poor girl has no other choices. I was not only broke to go to a saloon but than also very busy to have enough time to step into one!!

The colour was supposed to turn out like that as per the box but my hair wasn't very bright as a base to get this kinda results so yeah.

I bought this colour for my Mummy. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that they were really sweet cos they actually included a free nail art polish in the package. Makes my $13.90 seems more worth it! I was actually contemplating between this colour and the previous one cos both looked really sweet!

Whatever that's in the box.

This is my Mummy's before hair colour. Same as mine.. faded colour with black roots all coming out. Her colour was slightly darker than mine by a bit.

View of her hair from the top.

This is my hair from the top view. Yes, I have white hair since forever. You can see that the black roots are dying to take over my whole head soon!

The bottom part of my hair.. the dye is still there and yes, they are still straight from my previous rebonding session. ( I forgot when though)

The process.. Mummy's.

The AFTERMATH! Though the roots cannot be covered but well... There's more colour to her hair. The difference ain't very obvious if you see from this photo but it's satisfying already, for a DIY hair dye. I mean one's gotta set their expectations properly right?

As for my hair, look at the front part of my fringe, it's actually very well-dyed besides the fact that my hair's quality now can be compared to that of dried leaves =D

So, let me give 7/10 for this DIY hair dye.
Different results on different hair textures though so don't solely take my word for it :D

Next post up very soon! Loves!

《FUNaMANIA趴趴跳》

2011-11-17T13:51:00.001+08:00

I tried my luck and joined this contest with Amanda last few weeks. We were just fooling around and wishing that we could win the tickets and how lucky were we!

WE REALLY WON!

So, we have a total of tickets. 1 for me,1 for Amanda,1 for June and the last one for Hui Qi. I am gonna rock Zirca with the girls tomorrow night! I cannot wait! This excitement is driving me crazy. We have been going on and on and on about what to wear for the day. It is ONLY 1 day away. How can my heart not flutter at work tomorrow?!!!!

The last few "FUNaMANIA" events seemed very glitz and glamour with a lot of stars that I would like to see! Guess who I really want to see?

ELVIN NG OF COURSE!

Envy us because admission is STRICTLY by INVITATION only!

Stay tuned!

I will be filling in this blog with what we did at the event and how much fun we had! I will also be doing a review on a hair dye that I had just bought to re dye my black roots!

Follow me on twitter @JoleneSnow for more gibberish all day long!

Jasmin Tan Ee Lin

2011-11-15T21:15:00.001+08:00

Here I am, doing this blog entry for a dear girl.
I can't believe how easy it is to blog now via phone.
Just tapping on the blogger app & I can start on my entry immediately! :)

Well,in this blog entry.. I will be introducing to you all about this dear girl of mine whom I've known for around 6 years! Yes,6 whole years. 365 days times 6!!!! We first met while I was in Girls Home. We were in different dorms & didn't really communicated very frequently. I know she was a nice girl and all but we rarely had e chance to speak to each other.

Until we both were in the same "Quarters" dormitory.. "Quarters" dormitory was for those who were eligible to go for school or work during their confinement in Girls Home. We were in the same dorm, so we would end up talking to each other anyway. We started to communicate more each passing by & she turned out to be such an awesome friend. I admit that I'm a bully sometimes. I'll make her get my food for me & all and she wouldn't complain cos she really dote on me a lot. She has a really high IQ I tell you. She's damn smart,always coaching me in my Maths during my N levels period. At times I'd scowl at her just cause she knocked on my bed accidentally while I was sleeping & she'd get so anxious that she'll write gazillion of "I'm sorry" on a foolscap just to ease my anger. You know one thing that I remember till now is the times we'll eat together in the dorms & she'll always wait for me to finish school to update her on everything. (On days that she was suspended) She'll ALWAYS ALWAYS keep my favorite "Vitasoy" chocolate flavored drink for me. She'll always give me hers cos she knows I love them! :) How sweet right?

Once I did something wrong & was not allowed to go to school. Being confined in the dorm was a torture because I was away from my ex whom was in the same school as me. She helped me to smuggle messages & letters out and once even brought my ex to the road opposite girls home just for me to get a glimpse of him. She'd go the extra mile for me w/o any complains.I remembered the times we stayed pretty near each other & we would have meals with my grandma. I even had a meal with her family before to celebrate her birthday for her @ pizza hut. We drifted for awhile for quite some time when we were both discharged from girls home. We weren't very close anymore but we still keep in touch. It was hard to keep in contact with her because she was busy with her "ex" & I was busy with Olevels & whatnots.

The bad news came when I found out she had did something silly for her ex & had to be punished by the law again. I was devastated. It was like.. She just disappeared. I tried means & ways to get her address to write to her or to find a way to visit her. I went online to search. I called her parents but they didn't wanna reveal a thing. I didn't give up. I asked James to pretend to be her classmate & called her parents but nevertheless, they just wouldn't budge. :'( What else could I do but wait? I was so angry that her ex had landed her into trouble. I wanted to get him out & strangle him.

Jasmin is a really silly girl. Naive also. She falls in love easily and is willing to do so much for the person she loves. But each time, she gets disappointed over & over again. They either make use of her or get her onto trouble. Even friends too. They make use of her always & I hate that.This year around the first quarter of the year. I chanced upon a status update on Jasmin's Facebook profile. I was stunned at first & thought to myself that someone must have hacked into her account. Up until she contacted me using Facebook message that I believed she had been released! I was over the moon, so happy that she was out here in the outside world with me. I couldn't wait to meet up with her. And so we met, & our friendship blossomed again. She'd have dinners at my place & always invaded her home like her own. We'd update each other on our lives even when we didn't meet. She's still the same. Falling in love ever so easily.. & I'll always nag her asking her to stop being so desperate to get in a rship because all e guys she've met haven't been really nice to her!!! I'll tell her to focus on her studies, to graduate from poly & become a private paralegal. I don't have a chance to get into poly, that's why I hope she can do her best!I'm always the more demanding & strict one even though she's older than me. I want her to walk the right ways & don't want her to get hurt. Like when she told me that she wanted to join MLM, I was against it.

On Sunday night (13th of Nov), we sorta had a little squabble & I was really pissed off by her. I wasn't jealous. I was just over-protective. I've seen different types of people & I can easily look through people's hypocrisy & I damn well dislike people hurting Jasmin. I just don't want her to be close with people whom I think do not have good motives. That's why I got really furious & all. This silly girl wanting me to forgive her & speak to her again actually stalked my twitter today, bought a double MacSpicy, fries & my favorite Iced Mocha Frappe and than got her friend, WK, to deliver it to my workplace. I was of course utterly surprised. This crazy silly girl. How could I still stay angry with her??

And so my entry about this dear girl ends here. :)If anyone of you is interested to date my dear girl, please contact me. WHY? Because I have to make sure you'll treat her good! :)

Love you Jass.
Hearts always locked together!

Asfitness

2011-11-14T20:27:00.001+08:00

Hello all! I'm here to blog about this special event that is happening in December! :)

Think you have something strong burning in you?
Have you always wanted to be a fighter?
Do you have what it takes to be the outstanding one among others?
Have you always wanted to join Muay Thai & prove your strength?

Join us now! Contact the email stated in e leaflet for this special event.

What are you waiting for!

Xoxo.

Girlfriends.

2011-11-09T15:45:00.003+08:00

Amanda Phua Zi Ning <3

Lam Hui Qi <3

Woon Nian June <3

Here's a special blogpost dedicated for you all!

I do cherish all of you for the rest of my life.

I hadn't known you all for a very long time but you all have been my precious dolls all these while.

Thank God for you girls!

Back from the heavenly Bkk!

2011-09-29T23:44:00.001+08:00

I'm back from Bangkok & I'm going back to work tomorrow! :)
I'm on mc today due to my darn wisdom tooth. Went to DP Dental located at Kovan Heartland Mall today and I'm finally going for surgery on Tuesday,4th of October. Pray hard everything goes well uh!

I'll upload photos of our Bkk trip & update this space soon!

Love you all,goodnight!

2011-09-19T14:45:00.002+08:00

Happy 3rd year anniversary Baby!

It has been 36 months for us, 3 FULL years. I am really more than happy, I have no words to describe this happiness within me. You're my amazing boyfriend and I just know you will be my LAST. :) Just wanna say,thank you for the times you've given in to my ever changing & crazy temperamental mood. Thank you for allowing me to "abuse" at times =D I must say you make a good punching bag! Hehe! Although I always complain that you are not romantic but... You're all that I can ever ask for. A faithful & devoted guy, someone who wouldn't bear to break my fragile heart by cheating on me. I know you're not someone good with words & I understand that,really. No matter how many times I said that I hated you & all those hurtful words, you know I'll still stick by you till the end. I chose to give you my heart to you on the 19th of September 2008 at 5.50pm x) It's not long enough to be called eternity but I know we will get there somehow! I just know it!

I'll put in more effort to continue making our relationship a better one. & I know you will too. We have so much more ahead of us. <3 Babyboy, we'll have a great & unforgettable time in Bangkok. I will buy you our 3rd year gift there. I can never end this if I was given a chance to tell you how much I love you here. But I will stop typing and show you with my actions instead.

我爱你，宝贝大龄！

Happy 3 years & let's look forward to a 30 years ahead! ^^

Kizoa slideshow: 3rd year. - Slideshow

Blogger, FINALLY!

2011-09-17T10:38:00.001+08:00

Blogger has finally like created an app for bloggers! It's so much more convenient now!

TRAVELLING ADDICT.

2011-08-04T17:01:00.000+08:00

Well hey hello everyone!
Okay, maybe I have been away for pretty long and nobody reads my blog no more but whatever. I am still going to post this up.

I HAVE been trying hard not to procrastinate and actually write daily but I failed =(
I'll be determined & keep trying alright? Actually, I would like to start doing "Vlogs" but I am still pretty camera shy. Give me some motivation, readers! :)

My comeback post here will be about .... TRAVELLING! Don't you all just love this?

I haven't traveled anywhere very far in my life before. These are the places I've been to.

- Bangkok
- Johor Bahru
- Penang
- Batam
- Bintan
- Genting
- Superstar Virgo (This is gonna sound really bimbotic but errrr, is this considered overseas?)

I went to Bangkok while still in my primary school days with my stepfather & family. BUT I have no single recollection of it at all. Seriously, & I don't know why either. Maybe memories that includes that person's face/existence just cannot live in my pure mind. Well, guess what? I am going to Bangkok in like a month's time!!!!! Are you as excited as me? I'd be away from the 21st of September to the 28th of Septemeber, a week to be exact! I'll definitely take loads & loads of photos, not only that, I'd definitely be stuffing myself badly! Eat,shop,eat,shop,eat,shop~ I cannot wait! No doubt I may gain like 3kg there but who cares? It's gonna be worth it!

Johor Bahru- Many of you have been there definitely. To eat the "Abalone Noodle" and the very famous "Lok Lok".

I haven't went into JB to have these for months. I remember the very last time I went in.. We were actually dumb enough to enter without getting our passports endorsed with the immigration stamps! Can you believe it? Gordon drove me, Samuel & James in. The weird immigration dude just let us pass without demanding for our passports! And the cheek they have to tell us this: "If you come to my country,you better give us your passports,we do not need to ask from you!" They wanted us to give them like 3000 ringgit to let us go. Ridiculous money-grubbing "officers". I kinda side-tracked a little but well yeah. JB is a dangerous place after all, seeing all the news reports on thefts, murders and whatnots. Stay safe people!

Penang- This place marks the first overseas trip with B, just the 2 of us. This place, was a FOOD HAVEN. Believe me! We felt like we were food gourmets sent there on a mission - TO EAT. We chose to go on a free & easy trip to conquer this district. It was an absolutely amazing trip. With the map of "Pulau Pinang" in our hands, we managed to explore every single food stalls within Georgetown in 3D2N! There was LOK LOK there as well :)

Look at the photos for my Penang Trip here : Penang Trip 2009 , Penang Trip 2009 (Part II)

Genting- This was a very fulfilling trip with B & his family. I used to go to Genting regularly in my primary school days as well. All I can say is, I had no balls to go for most of the rides & now I am regretting it. I wanna go again! Streetdeal.sg is actually offering a $2 per night deal for First World Hotel! It's only for weekday stays so although I am very tempted, I stopped myself from purchasing it. (I have no more annual leaves for this year if you were wondering.) Oh yeah, Jason Neo came along w us as well,my cute little big head brother! =D

Let the photos show you the fun & the family warmth I experienced there!
Click here -> Genting Trip : 4th to 8th June 2010 (PART I)
Genting Trip : 4th - 8th June ( PART II )
Genting Trip : 4th-8th June 2010 (FINALE)

Superstar Virgo- This was my FIRST time on a cruise if I recall correctly. Or maybe not. I think I did go on a cruise trip before,again.. when I was young. But well, no recollection. *shrugs shoulders* We went with Jeanne's family and celebrated Alastair's birthday on board! How cool is it to celebrate your birthday on board Superstar Virgo! It would even be more awesome if you had the whole cruise to only yourself, your friends & your family members! Can't deny that I had a great time there, again experiencing family warmth so warm that I want to go again very soon! You know the feeling of standing on the deck of the cruise with the wind blowing in your face? Trouble-free & so relaxed? It felt real amazing, I swear. Jason came along on this trip as well! Our 2nd day was spent @ Redang Island. I TELL YOU IF YOU HAVE NOT BEEN THERE BEFORE, what are you waiting for seriously? Redang Island is awesome! Check out e beautiful sea & even through the photos, you can already imagine the serenity of the island!

Wanna see more? --> Superstar Virgo/Redang 3D2N 30th July to 1st Aug.
Superstar Virgo/Redang 3D2N 30th July to 1st Aug. (PART II)

Know where I went this year??? 2 Indonesian Islands!

Bintan - You wouldn't visit this place if you are someone who wants to shop,shop & shop. We stayed at a resort and this place can only be described with one word : RELAXING. Not as beautiful as Redang Island but this was a birthday trip for my dearest Mummy. Basically,we went there to throw away all our bad luck, to chill at the beach and not forgetting, TO EAT!

Click here to experience : Bintan Trip 19/3/11 to 20/3/11

Batam - Another Indonesian island! =) Went to Batam with B, Mummy & God-mum. It was just a simple 2D1N trip to relax our minds & enjoy a getaway. What to do when you are there?

(1) Eat A&W!
(2) Have Seafood Dinner at Harbourbay, I tell you, the black pepper crab is finger lickin fabulous!
(3) Shop at Nagoya Hill Shopping Centre.
(4) Have Seafood lunch at Golden Prawn 933.
(5) Try the outdoor activities & water sports!

Photos here : Batam Getaway 4th June to 5th June 2011.

So it seems, I have been travelling pretty much huh! I really am excited to head to Bangkok next month. I have gotta control my spending as of now. I will not look at pretty bags,pretty apparels & pretty heels. I can get them all at such a cheap rate in Bangkok. Practice control!

Next on my list for year 2012.

Bandung.
Krabi
Cameron Highland
Koh Samui
Langkawi

ALSO! I am going to learn swimming, I promise myself this! I want to visit this breath-taking place @ Sipadan Kapalai Dive Resort. More details HERE!

Next blog posts should be about my birthday wishlist.

Cheers,

Snow (^^)

Long Lost Snow

2011-05-16T16:00:00.001+08:00

A month.

That is how long I have been in my new job. Seriously, I have no qualms about this job as I am really a sales-orientated person. Still, I know I have to put in a lot of effort.

I told myself I would like to start a vlog soon, but still my guts got the better of me. Or the non existence of my guts I should say :D

Let's discuss about my looks. Most people wouldn't say I am beautiful, I wouldn't say so myself too. I guess I am on the adorable and cute side.. Thanks to my chubby baby face :)

Most people will see me in my non make up nerdy geeky be-spectacled look.(See below)
I think I look rather innocent like this. What do you think? :D
I rarely put on thick make up as I do not wish to "overload" my face as my face is pretty oily. (T-zone esp)
Most of us I think are prone to this problem of having oil clogs etc..
What products can make us have a better complexion, what diet should we adhere to?
If you know, kindly comment :)

After removing my nerdy geeky spectacles, I am turned into a cute chubby lady. I am not showing off but I do not need too much make up to justify my features. My double eyelids are real nice and yeah, I think that's e nicest features for me. I cannot proclaim that I am pretty nor beautiful but I know I am "alright" Pleasing to the eyes I guess?

I know it is kinda random for me to talk about my looks all of a sudden but I am thinking of what topic to start with for my video blog? Any suggestions, ideas people? Feel free to comment.

Oh yeah, I haven't post up any "AUNTY SNOW" deals recently due to impromptu laziness of mine that knocks on my door every day :D Here's one for all of you!

Go get this delicious Mcflurry as soon as possible yeah!

About my life.. Same old routine everyday.
Weekdays, I'd be working and than I'd be home for dinner. All weekday time is spent at work and with mum. I am a rather fillial daughter I must say. I don't have to make you believe me but people who are close to me will know :)
Do you all know that me and James don't meet up on weekdays? We're independent that way and our relationship is still going on strong. Maybe my vlog should be something about withstanding a relationship or maybe I could go in-depth about the art of Muay Thai !

Let me do some advert here : visit ravishloots.blogspot.com for good deals and oh-so-chio apparels!

My god-daughter Fedora Kong is just super active and adorable! :)
Plus my small mini little Raphale is just so addictive, I couldn't bear to leave his side!

I will post their photos up on facebook very soon.

As for now, I gotta go!

Xoxo.

Lazy.Bum

2011-05-16T16:00:00.000+08:00

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Okay,yes, I am a lazy bum :D

I have reallly been busy readers, please forgive me alright? From today onwards, I am going to be the ONE and ONLY person left in my department to battle! :( I have got to take care,pamper and dote on all the existing customers in my company and at the same time acquire new sales as well! It will of course wear me out! But hell yeah, I love the feeling. At least this is a job I like, (for now) :D and I have no complaints about it. My boss is an awesome man and I have a buddie buddie colleague there to walk this challenging route w me! Although she's going to be on medical leave from today till 18th of May, I'm sure we'll work hard together once she is back and well. For now, I shall conquer our department in independence & hope to survive this loneliness! HAHA!

I am in need of a facial like seriously, do you all have any recommendations at the moment? I have acne scars and dark eyebags on my face. If you use a torchlight to shine on my face now, you will get the shock of your life and you will run really far away.

Anyway, I received my health screening report recently and guess what, I am healthy :D I am shocked to see the results because firstly, I never really exercise. Serious. I hate exercising. If I had a choice,I would rather live as a potato coach. But I am going to change, I will start running with my baby at the stadium over the weekends.

I'm going to go get running shoes this weekend! ^^ Baby is training hard for his Muay Thai competition and I shall do my very best to show my utmost support! I know he can, & I know I can start exercising (L) The power of love! I know many girls will drool at the sight of my boy's six pack, I know he is HOT!

Also! I have started my regular intake of fruits. Apples & Strawberries~ I am still wondering though if I am supposed to vote on Polling Day. (May 7th 2011). Mum says since I am receiving growth dividends, I should be voting too. But James' dad says I wouldn't be voting. I shall wait for Nomination Day to be over tomorrow than.

I would like to apologize to all my friends out there that I am so sorry I did not have much time to catch up with you all due to my heavy work schedule. By the time I reach home daily, I am really too lazy to do anything more than checking twitter and facebook :( So although I do not text,call or whatsapp you guys.. You all can stay updated with my life by following my twitter or by adding me in Facebook. I do love all of you all just the same.

Before I end today's entry, please do click on my churp churp & nuffnang ads alright?

Xoxo.

You know your Macdonald meal is #ahhsstsstoohsstsstshiokahh when you can't resist another!

2011-04-26T18:56:00.000+08:00

You know your Macdonald meal is #ahhsstsstoohsstsstshiokahh when you can't resist another!

Alamak OMG My face!

2011-04-25T22:43:00.001+08:00

Okay. I've been procrastinating to blog again. But seriously I only have this to say : I NEED TO HAVE A BETTER COMPLEXION! I don't care. I'm gng to drink loads of water. & start to exercise. I can't stand seeing my ugly nude face. Once my pay is in, I'll start to replenish on beauty products. It'd be awesome to hv a complexion that needs no make up!!!! ^^

All in e blink of an eye.

2011-04-19T22:47:00.000+08:00

Irony.

There is so much going on at the moment that I do not know where to start.
Firstly, Rest In Peace Stanley Seah.
You used to call me "Jie" and you will always be a little brother in my heart.
I remember there was once.. I was upset, walking up the stairs to cool myself down.
You as a dear boy,followed me close behind.. Accompanying me and telling me not to be upset.
This happened many many years back.. But it is a memory that has been carved into my heart.
After I left Serangoon Garden Secondary,we lost all contact and seldom saw each other anymore.
The very last time I saw you,was early this year.. At St James Power Station.
I waved at you and you waved back. You looked a little drunk.. & I wondered if you could recall who I was.
I couldn't attend the wake and I feel terrible. I hope you understand, I am speaking to you in my heart.
No matter how I am judged by others, I just need you to understand.
I really hope that the cab driver who caused this accident, say something to your parents. Everyone is mouring and trying to deal with this grief.. & we hope that he can do something to at least make your parents feel better.

We promise.

You will be someone whom I will never ever forget. Bro.

A friend of mine, Aelda, has given birth to yet another cute baby. My first God-daughter would be this cute little girl by the name of Fedora Kong.

& just a day ago,she gave birth to Baby Teryle. My god-son ^^

I cannot visit Baby Teryle in the hospital as well :( Sigh.

People are making up a big fuss just because I said that it was going to be a public holiday on May 6th. I really read that piece of news on ASIAONE's website. Oh please, I was just sharing what I know.. If there isn't, than too bad for you,for me, for everyone of us. Stop acting high and mighty and poking into people's affair non stop. You are just a....nobody seriously. Who are you to bother about me? You are stalking us real badly, or are we the only people on your facebook?

I am getting really short tempered lately, everything and everyone seems to be getting on my nerves and irritating me. So please,stay away from my tail. (YES,PMS)

Ok,Imma getting too pissed to blog.

Life is TOO short.

2011-04-18T22:37:00.001+08:00

Weekends were super hectic. I only remembered that I was eating non-stop. I'm a "Fat Shit" as boyfriend calls me :D Anyway. Went to St James on Saturday night. Think clubbing has oozed out of my genes already. Or it's just too crowded there. Today.. So many things happened. It's bbg Emily's birthday. ^^Stanley passed away at 3.29am last night. We hope all of your pain & suffering is over. & that you're in a better place now. Fang Yu gave birth to a baby boy in the afternoon! Godson :) Work was alright,I just didn't get a goodnight sleep e night before. Eyes are swollen from crying too. Need to reach Singtel Comcentre by 9am tomorrow. Short post! Xoxo!

Saleswoman,Superwoman,

2011-04-14T22:28:00.000+08:00

Hello dearies!

I have been running from the East Side to town these 2 days and my energy has been depleting :(
Yesterday,me and colleagues had to head down to Comcentre to meet up with the salesmen/managers/whoever important there for a "get to know you" session.
Today,we had a training session at 5pm, of all timings huh.. It had to be so near to our knock off timing.
However,my motivation is here.I am really challenged for this new battle that is going to begin.
Luckily.. I am someone who has developed an interest in sales. The satisfaction of closing deals and interactions with clients just makes me feel inclined to succeed.
Tomorrow,I will have my own PC and I will start to follow up with existing clients and GET new leads.
Fellow friends, be prepared to hear from me :D

I didn't turn up for Fidah's last day celebration @ Safra today thanks to my training.
,
TGIF tomorrow people. We've survived the week and we are having a 4 days week next week. Let's be happy!
It's gonna be a long day tomorrow as we are going to have a birthday dinner with my babygirl, Emily <3

Boyfriend is currently addicted to this new app on Iphone (I forgot the name) and he has been editing photos in his free time. Ain't my babyboy just cute?

If you want to know what the application is, leave a comment on this post and I will get back to you.

As for me,I kinda like this application called "Pudding Camera". The effects are really good. Good will be an understatement though. It has a DSLR effect and many other effects you can have fun with. I know there are loads of photo editing applications from Itunes at the moment and this is one of the better ones! I feel that it is way better than "Instagram". What's your opinion?

I have been so busy with work and life that I have neglected almost all the applications in my Iphone 4 :(
Only Twitter & Facebook is most loved.
I don't even have more than 20 songs in my Itunes. Yes, I am that lazy.

Still, I am loving my life. Suck that, whoever that has looked down on me before :D

Okay, Snow's Out.

Love you more if you click on my Nuffnang Ad <3

Curbing bad tempers.

2011-04-12T21:40:00.000+08:00

It is finally Mid-week tomorrow. There is just this little piece of happiness in all of us when Wednesday arrives! Why? Because we are in the middle of the week,away from the BLUES and nearer to the TGIF feeling! Hell yeah! \m/

The title of my blog entry has totally no link towards what I am going post today but it's just a random statement. Live w it yea! =D

Finally,I have learnt more things at work today.. I will put it into good use definitely. I just cannot imagine after one colleague leaves (last day on Friday) than my other partner is going off for medical leave on the 26th April till mid May. I am gonna be all alone =O which is frightening though. WHAT TO DO? Which kind soul is willing to come down to Changi North to lunch w me for those days? Heheheheheh.

Anyway, I am gonna do some free adverts for Burger King and Mcd today. No,I am not their ambassador of any sorts but as my friends know.. Whenever I have such good deals,I'd love to spread around the love to everyone. Okay,you can call me a cheapo or auntie or whatever puny cheapskate name you can think of but I don't really give a damn. If you love discounts and offers like I do, just save this 2 photos and than print them out to enjoy these offers for a limited time only!! I will of course keep posting such good deals up BUT if it is an imitation or fake or any sort, it's non of my business. I just spread around what people sends me.

USE THEM AT YOUR OWN RISK! =S

Fillet-O-Fish Deal.

I don't really eat BK burgers but I like Sundae!

Anyway,should I jailbreak my Iphone 4? I dislike the hassle of having

to reformat and all that nonsense of waiting and waiting and waiting.

Yes, I am one impatient brat. & that sucks!

Tomorrow after work, I will be heading down to Hui Qi's late grandmother's wake. Hopefully she'd hv felt better by tomorrow. Oh yeah! Mum & I had just finished watching this HK drama that is really nice. Serious! I'd recommend to anyone who loves HK drama! There is my hottie Kevin Cheung acting in it. The last episode really ended me in sobs though. Dramatic estranged lovebirds. Do go get the DVD or get it on Funshion!

Only You.

Life has been mundane but ironically, it's simple.. Boyfr is training mad hard for his Muay Thai competition on the 20th of May. Weekdays,I'd be working real hard *puts on a serious face* and than he would be in his cosy little ASfitness gym training his muscles and giving people strong low kicks. Hahaha. Seriously, I truly cherish the weekends that we can spend together. It's as though he is in army because I receive little texts and almost no calls from him on weekdays. I'm not complaining though. I chose him, I chose to be with him and well, he is still growing up. Meh. Let's move on from this.

I feel really poor at the moment though. My bank account is running low low low low low.

I am waiting for the salary for my services provided at the IT Fair & from GAI. (You don't have to know what is this)

And than I am waiting for the funds from the government, my FIRST growth dividends! Haa! I know you wish you was 21 this year right? TOO BAD!

And lastly, my first salary for working in Accesstech.

I learnt a lame thing from Rod Monteiro today so I am using his lingo to say goodbye to all of you.

Snow OUT!

Please do not hesitate to click on my nuffnang ads please! You know you love me right? <3

New begginings.

2011-04-11T10:06:00.001+08:00

I've actually changed to using tumblr but I somehow suck at it =X I always tell myself to blog regularly but than it's so hard to NOT procrastinate. Haha. I think the layout of my blog is getting boring as well. Can anyone help to change my layout?? :D I promise I'll blog regularly soon. Anyway,I've started a new job in a new company. It's kinda slack for e first few days. (at e moment as well..) that's why I'm blogging :D Friendships between people has been pretty tensed up at e moment. I'll find a way to settle them soon. Give me sometime yup? I need to cool down as well. As for my 2 years 7 months relationship with James.. It's only getting better. I'll do my best to make everyday feel like a honeymoon period. I love you handsome! I hope mum can get a job pretty soon. Financially we're really tight.. But I believe we can make it through :) I'm 21 this year.., & it's already April of 2011. Time flies yeah? I'll blog again soon.Gonna ask bbg em to see if she can help me revamp my blog :DPeace out!

Halloween!

2010-10-08T22:51:00.001+08:00

Lovelies! <3Stand a chance and get your priority entry queue for VAUNT 5 if you purchase your tickets ONLY FROM ME on the 12th October 2010, MONSTERS VS. VILLAINS @ ST JAMES POWERHOUSE!! Contact me for tickets now!! (^^) SMOOVE presents :12th October 2010,MONSTERS VS. VILLAINSST JAMES POWERHOUSE< A Halloween "BOO!" Special >Doors open 8pm-4amTickets @ $25 includes of 1 drinks OMG! YOUR FIRST EVER EXAM-FREE PARTY IS HERE!HOSTED BY NONE OTHER THAN YOUR CRAZIEST, WACKIEST, LETSGETKRAZY PARTY< SMOOVE >For 01 night only, enter a REALM OF THE UNSEENWalk through POWERHOUSE with the ARMY OF THE UNDEAD.DANCE carefully, for the VAMPIRESs are watching. SMELLl nice, you wouldn't want WEREWOLVES sniffing your trail.LOOK OUT:The Trick or Treat Edition.Prepare yourself for a surprise though!< Hint: TASTE SWEET or GET SHOCKED!! >Feat. DJS CB-CKDJ AEDREEMCEE S.O.FDJ DEWDROPZSo muahaha, this halloween will be guaranteed special, and one of a kind!Get spooked, get frightened, scream and shout!FOR HALLOWEEN IS WHERE YOU FIND YOUR TREATS, OR GET TRICKED!Contact me for tickets NOW NOW NOW for special deal XOXO <:

Awesome weekends!

2010-10-07T21:10:00.001+08:00

I'm so looking forward to e weekends! Gonna hv celebrations for my 20th birthday non-stop! Saturday evening w e girls-Elaine,Geraldine & Catherine! Than my beloved is planning a date in Sunday for me ^^ Monday am free for e moment. Maybe some girls will celebrate for me. On my actual day, gonna makan w colleagues. Ohh, it's gonna be awesome. I can't wait for beloved's gift & surprise! Haa. Turning 20 is like stepping into another era. Halfway to adulthood. Bt still, am feeling good cos everyone's gotta grow up someday! Please let tmr pass quickly.Need to do facial & paint my nails :D

Happy girl !

2010-09-23T23:04:00.001+08:00

I'm just so happy that James & I are trying to make everything fine once again. I feel love all around me <3

Are we trying ?

2010-09-04T22:03:00.001+08:00

I don't think this is ever going to work. Your attitude, it does not seems to be getting any better. Your patience with me seems to be fading away. I just don't feel as loved as before anymore. Where's e love we used to have ?I feel tt it's all gone. 如果着就是爱情，本来就不公平。You lost me.

Surprise

2010-09-03T00:28:00.002+08:00

Hello my future girlfriend, i will try my very very best to woo u back so that i can eat the chicken w cashew nut hehehe. rmb my fav huh. & the little girl is so pathetic , pray hard shes alright . stupid mother she has . u must be snoring loudly now.

greatly misses by meeeeeee :D

Jmes

Last Chance.

2010-09-02T23:45:00.001+08:00

I'm giving you one last chance baby, to prove your words.I hope you'll fulfill your promise towards me.Lastly, Fcuk my job.

2010-07-24T13:38:00.000+08:00

你確定這就是愛嗎

真的愛我嗎

手牽著手漫步斜陽　就當作浪漫

兩個人眺望遠方

以爲愛的晴朗

當我回頭望　卻　已淚濕了眼眶

當夕陽變成星光　當愛情換了方向

你一如過往　對愛太緊張

但未來又會怎樣

未知的明天總讓我徬徨

誰給我力量

我不怕你　愛不愛我　

只害怕你　以為愛我

抓緊我　不算擁有　你總學不會放手

我不怕你　不懂愛我

只怕你　把習慣　當作愛

你猜不透　我要什麼

喔　你猜不透　我要什麼

2010-07-19T20:55:00.000+08:00

"When things go wrong as they sometimes will;

When the road you're trudging seems all uphill;

When the funds are low, and the debts are high

And you want to smile, but have to sigh;

When care is pressing you down a bit-

Rest if you must, but do not quit.

Success is failure turned inside out;

The silver tint of the clouds of doubt;

And you can never tell how close you are

It may be near when it seems so far;

So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit-

It's when things go wrong that you must not quit."

21st monthsaryyyyyyyyyyyyyy

2010-06-19T17:36:00.000+08:00

Dearest Baby,

Nothing is going to change my love for you :D

You're listening to that song now!!!

Happy 1 year & 9 months <3

Please stop irritating me.

If you continue to keep pissing me off, I will have high blood pressure before 30!!

Yours Truly,

Jolene

Acheivements.

2010-05-12T21:14:00.001+08:00

Sigh...
Starting an update with a sigh is a bad bad thing. It is negative,it is an absolute sign of defeat. Have I been allowing myself to dwell in pessimism?
I feel like such a loser. I do not why. I guess I am just being destructive towards myself. I am 20 this year BUT I have achieved nothing much. I have a PSLE result that is nothing to be proud of. An N level certificate that gotten me so not far. And a pathetic O level certificate which I do not even wish to go collect.I always thought that I was going to be a somebody, cos I don't wanna be a nobody. I want to make it big, to make my late grandpa proud of me. So what if I was an Express kid? It does not make much difference at all. I am in this not so awesome job, earning much lesser than I thought I would be earning at this age. I want to give my mother a good life, I do not want her to be holding 2 jobs. I want to clear my grandmother's loansharks debts. I want to prove to those who've looked down on me. I want to publish my book, I want my book to be a bestseller.Why do I feel like I will never achieve them? I want to stop being a burden towards others,especially James'family. I thought of giving up the job I am holding now cos I feel myself burning out. The stress, the confusion of not being able to reap what I sow. It is so miserable. But.. I tell myself, if I give up now,I would be letting go of the foundation that I built there.I would have allowed the stress to eat into me and I would turn weaker. I want the stress to make me stronger, to make me feel that I am able to find a solution out of every problem. I will hold on to his job for the time being. Hui Qi and Xanthe left, I thought I still had Ferlyn to keep me going, to motivate me. But than I realized, I am left alone.I should rely only on myself. The other day, I had to go for an X-ray.I was alone, I was so scared. Mum had to work, so did everyone else. It was a horrible feeling when the radiologist declined to proceed with the X-ray when there was no parent/guardian to sign the approval form. I felt so lonely, so frustrated- I cried. One of my friend was having her off day on that day and I did actually asked her to accompany me for the X-ray but..sadly, she told me she was going out. I was very sad but I just did not want to mention it. When I say honest comments about feeling alone,in the midst of my friends,people will say I think too much. However, did they think beforehand what caused me to say those words?

I miss the joys of studying.
I wished I was studying now, heading towards holding a diploma in my hand.
I wished my publisher would get back to me.
I wished for so many things.

In the past, my trials and tribulations always seems to end pretty shortly and the good things will always arrive.

This time, they seemed to be lingering around far too long.

Out of my anger,I told my grandma not to call me anymore.
She listened.
When I told her not to borrow from loan sharks anymore,
She ignored me.

Can somebody tell me what to do with my life?

Please?

Baby Jolene is out of towwn

2010-05-02T03:30:00.000+08:00

Jmes here, My baby is at malaysia now . Aww man , missss her like so damm much & i wan the whole world to noe i miss her. In a few hours she will be back again , HAHA . Shes like so important to me.She should be enjoying herself there now ba. But at this time should be sleeping de ba. The motive of me posting this is to tell everyone i love her very much and i misses her very much too . She will be damm touched when she saw this and will go "Awwwwwwww....." hahhaa . Shall end my post here . Goodnights ! :D

Jmes is back

2010-04-28T16:11:00.001+08:00

It has been so so long since i update this blog about my love for my Jolene.Well,still i feed her well but she still cant grow.I dont even noe y.Wun fat at all.Sat she is leaving to malaysia,so sadddd.:( but is business so no choice huh.Me this prince and she this princess is as loving as loving as loved loved.We'r still in our honeymoon period.HAHA just love her this much<3

Supperclub.

2010-04-27T23:03:00.000+08:00

JOLENE is heading to Supperclub this FRIDAY NIGHT for MUST DRINK FRIDAY ! :D
Oh man, I am excited. 91.3 texted me this afternoon to inform me that I am invited to their MUST DRINK FRIDAY event. Am overjoyed. Actually,I've heard that Supperclub is always crowded and full etc but this was a different event so well, hope it turns out great! Am going with James and he is stepping into a club for the very first time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like I am going to bring a small young boy out. Do I sound like an evil person or what?

Anyways,STAR SEARCH 2010 is finally here. I really really want to join !
But can I make it? Oh my oh my, I am paranoid all over again, thinking that I may be too full of myself to join the competition.
Singapore Media Academy is offering a crash course for those who wants to join Star Search. They are organising a STAR SEARCH BOOT CAMP from 17th May to 31st and if one of the participants shows great talent during the course, they would be put into Star Search immediately without the need to audition!!! The Boot Camp costs $550 though :( That is the only thing that is obstructing my pathway towards my dream. BUT I SO WANT to go!! I want to join Star Search.

Should I ?
Comments please!

P.S: My fighting spirit to work is no longer there. My interest is just NOT there.
Pfft.

Life sucks,I suck,you suck D:

SMP, bkwards.

2010-04-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

I am feeling out of sorts, and it is due to no particular reason.
Does PMS always make people feel shitty abt themselves??
Why can't PMS be like happy mood swings like u swing all yr sorrows into happiness?
I've been growing stronger, in some sort of ways.
I know who I can rely on, and who I can't. I am independent enough to know what I have to do.
But damn this hand-to-mouth life that I am leading.
Is this what I want??
Definitely not.
I am miserably poor and I have no other choice. I ain't showing any contempt for my job.
I am just yearning for nicer grass patches.
You see, life is really so darn short.
Seconds,days,months,hours passes crazily quickly and we don't even get a chance to sit down and reflect.
Life passes tt fast and yet I don't have a chance to enjoy every minute of it.
Not at all when I am miserably trying so hard to feed myself,screwing my brain juices out to think of ways to help with Grandma's loanshark debts.
I think it is pathetic how help is given to us needy Singaporeans.
The people in charge of helping us with housing and such are not doing much at all.

My mum and me has no roof over our heads.
We seek the higher authority's help.
They wrote my mum a letter telling her to buy from the market.
If we have the money, we wouldn't even seek your help, D-U-H.
We can only afford the tiles of a bathroom floor I guess? Or maybe even lesser than that.
Fine, we seek your help again.
My mum did the queuing and all the other hassle just to get a chance to meet the person in charge over at the EAST region.
Well, he was emotionless while my mum blabbered our pathetic story to him.
He didn't even pity us.
Filthy rich important people do not really care about penniless people like us.
They wouldn't even remember our faces even after we walked pass them 10 times.
Shitty.
And so, we sulk and wait for the letter from him again hoping that he would give us some good news.
Actually,we went to the EAST region first, than my mum was pissed so she went to the NORTH-EAST region to seek someone else who was of higher authority than the fella at the EAST side.
BUT,the EAST guy was unhappy and his people called us up to proceed to the EAST side agn.
That is why we went for the second time what!
Anyway,the letter came...
And we were told that since my mum could not afford to buy from the market or rent,and my uncle was going to throw my mum out of his house soon,they indicated that my mum has another sibling.
Her younger brother.
My small uncle who does nothing but suck up to his two-headed wife.
Nice.
They even said that my small uncle is living in a mansionatte(Read: 2 storey HDB flat), so there would definitely be a place for us to stay.

I mean come on ! Are you STUPID or STUPID???
If we could live there, would we be seeking YOUR assistance in this matter?

Bloody fcuked up screwed up people.

I am miffed,so miffed by how we poor people are being treated.
Yes,we are needy but not useless.
We do know tt my mum's younger brother has a BIG HUGE FAT house but so what??
He is under his wife's sickening manipulations.
He brought my late grandpa's tablet back to his home saying that me,Grandma and Mum could visit him anytime over at his place.

And weeks later when Grandma wants to do so,he says he is too busy and gets pissed at her and shove her away to go to Bright Hill to pay her respects instead.

He bloody hell stole like thousands from my Grandparents to chase after an Indonesian woman in Thailand!
Grandma was so worried that she travelled to Thailand ALL ALONE to look for me.
And see how ungrateful he is now?
He said he does not want my grandma as his Mum anymore and asked her to leave him alone.
He won't give her a single cent anymore and would never think of ways to clear her debts for her.
BECAUSE he is busy with his marriage preparations.He is smitten with that 2 headed snake of a wife.

Why do I say this?
Because I have seen her true colours.
You will know why if you've been there at my Grandpa's funeral.
I wonder why Mediacorp hadn't recruited her yet.

Whatever.

I can't believe I am crying writing all this shit and I myself don't even know why too.

I guess I have no one to talk to or no one who could give me any advice.

I am the one who chose to isolate myself from others because I do not want to burden other people with my problems when they have already have much frustrations on their own.
I wish I could write more.
I have so much to rant.
But I am too emotional now and if I write everything here, who would wanna read my published book in the future?

I need to sleep away the tears,like NOW.

19th monthsary.

2010-04-20T21:24:00.003+08:00

"19th months <3"

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Let the photos do the talking.
Out to Sim Lim Square to buy Baby's laptop bag.
Than to buy a handy dandy handbag for myself.
Walked till my legs gave way D:
We were supposed to have our dinner at Soup restaurant (My fav!!)
but was told we had to wait for half an hour.
My stomach was unwillingly to be patient so we dined at Ajisen Ramen instead.

I am so broke. & I am so worried for Grandma.

Please Grandpa, I hope you hear my silent prayer.

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2010-04-17T20:59:00.000+08:00

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Gratitude.

2010-04-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

Thank you Xanthe Ng Wan Er for re-vamping my blog.
It's SWEEETTTTTTT :)

Shall return to blog soon,am not in the mood :(
Loads of work for me to finish tomorrow, & Ferlyn won't be in.

I am going to be very bored.

Pepper Lunch!

2010-04-03T23:50:00.000+08:00

I have been really sluggish lately.I have been behaving like a sloth and I don't like it.
I wonder if I have some illness or something, like maybe a terminal disease?
Good Friday was not spent in church. I love God, I really do. But why am I unable to commit to church??

Someone please tell me why.
In Heart Of God, I could feel God's love but I did not feel my belonging there. P and E were very nice to me but I just wasn't able to grow togther w them. I am such a sinner. I kept asking myself why I couldn't communicate well with the younger sisters in church but I guess maybe I just didn't make the effort. Everyone was friendly and nice but I just didn't want to open up.

Than came CHC, S treated me like a sister but I guess I felt neglected after awhile. I was too afraid to grow on my own. I trusted K,I treated her like a sister. But than, she was my leader for only awhile and I was not comfortable with it. It took me so much courage to open up to K about my past. She taught me how to speak in tongues and I told her everything. She was an awesome leader and I love her for being one. The change of CG, my new leader was amazing too. She handled things really well. I looked up to her and really respected her. But I guess I am too judgemental. I always sees things in a different direction. I do not think that Christians should be perfect but I guess I am just subjective at times. I tend to give myself overboard expectations and than get disappointed over it.

I do not judge people. I just did not feel a sense of belonging anymore. I still trust my Lord, my sheperd but I could not feel him reaching out to me anymore. Why was I not touched at the last few sermons I attended? I just could not understand why and the need to be more commercialized? Yes, I thought that things were getting a bit too commercialised. My faith faltered. And now on Easter day, I was not in the temple of God. I want to just attend a church service whereby I will feel at home. Just a small church, a simple one. Nothing too huge or too commercialized. I want a peaceful time with Daddy above.

On a lighter note, work was super boring today. It felt like I was there to warm my backside. Boss didn't even come and so he did not sign my leave form for Monday. I guess I shall have to take MC on Monday.

Am going to watch a Muay Thai tournament @Ecp again tomorrow. James's gym member, Emily is going to be fighting. Be @ Fightworkz(Above Burger King) tomorrow if you wanna catch the match. $12 per tix.

I am pretty nervous for my appointment @ Tan Tock Seng on Monday. I am very paranoid.

:(

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Anyways, Hui Qi and Wan Er are now my daughters. They have left the company and I am going to leave work without them everyday :( Everyone is going to start school very soon. I am NOT.

Yeah*a feeble attempt to look on the bright side of life.

Give me more moolah please.
Drop moolahs from the sky.

I want an Iphone and I want to go to school !!!

I am ~~strong.~~

SIJFLC.PTMW.

2010-03-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside.

#3 When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful and when a girl says shes ugly then she wants u to say ur beautiful or pretty back'

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she's scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don't let her have the last word.

#26 Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go.

#30 When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to

her about it, because 10 yrs later she'll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

#34 Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she's important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too.

I am trying my best.

Baby,sometimes,I just hope/wish/pray/expect you'll be a little little more romantic.

~~There's gotta be more to life.~~

Illness Stricken.

2010-03-23T22:02:00.000+08:00

I am very upset.
Days at work hadn't been very good :(
I've been shooting e-mails out like crazy bt not a single soul has replied me.
Meaning = Not interested at all.
I've been feeling rather sucky,or horribly miserable at the very least.
I guess the PMS cloud is floating above my head already.

I hate my immunity,I always seems to be sick.
Illnesses keeps daunting me.

I rmb Samuel Ng once told "My body is the temple of God,I should keep it in good condition"

I do try my best to do so but all these illnesses just keeps knocking non stop.

My latest flare up of Eczema is still not cleared up yet.
My long term conctipation is killing me,gonna go for Medical check up at Tan Tock Seng in the next 2 weeks.

And now - PILES.

Mfing crap.

Cry me a river.

Spaghetti Hair again !

2010-03-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hello all :)

I have once agn rebonded my hair and this time,I have shorterned my fringe.
Just feel like having a new style :)

Hope the bombastic hair don't grow out tt quickly.
Thank you for a wonderful woman like James's mum.
She is awesome ^^

I simply love her to the max.

I can't wait for birthday lunch w BROs and Mum + Baby tmr.
Have not figured where we should be eating.

Ding Tai Fung? Pizza Hut? Seoul Garden? Jack's place.

Baby received his anni present from me today.
Poor guy came to deliver to Baby's house so early in the morning & tt irritating Baby was still asleep.

Thank God for his ever-so-nice daddy.

The lady boss of SECONDS, located at Hougang Ave 8, near the UOB bank tried to guess my age.

& you know what? For the first time in my life,
Someone said tt I was 25? Freaking 25?!!!
& she said that James was 30.... LOL!

It was hilarious.
When I divulged my real age,she apologized profusely but I was not affected at all.
Maybe I had no make-up on? That's why I looked old?
I look so fugly without make up please.

I have been so busy with work that I am neglecting my story.
If I continue this way,when will I be able to publish my book?

Sorry,Mr Chua.I will get "Immoral" done as soon as I can.

Eczema is still affecting me badly. I hate it.
Tried so many different medications already.
Just slapped on some Aloe Vera Gel. Hope it works pls.

Am going to slap on Facial Mask w Baby later on.
Shitssxxx, eyebrow not trimmed.

Auhhssss. Sloth,sloth GO AWAY.
Leave me alone please....

Shall snap lots of photos tmr & you all will get to see my beautiful hair :)

Make the best of everything.

2010-03-20T00:06:00.000+08:00

I have ~~been~~ updating my blog.

I think I have become so immuned with work. Everyday I rush through phone calls, dealing with so many customers, trying my best to give good performance.
I put up with shit for the sake of the money.
Oh please,let me earn my sch fees as soon as I can.
I'd rather study.
I dislike having a sales job so I am currently dealing with an office job.
However,its not easy.
It wears me out too.
Am just glad that Ferlyn is there to make merry with me everyday :)
We can laugh at anything and that is how our working days pass that quickly.
Time passes so fast!
I've been working in this company for five months, Wan Er and Hui Qi are leaving soon.
That's really saddening. I'll miss them so :(
All the gossiping and the laughter.
They mean so much to me.
Thank God for Ferlyn or I'd have lonely days ahead.

To sum it up, I have been doing fine.. In case anyone wanted to know :)
I'm just literally working my ass off. Literally.

The time for me to sleep is so little, but I am hanging on :)
At least my Baby hugs me to sleep every night.

Mum has went to Ang Mo Kio GRC to seek help,hope we'd be able to buy/rent a cheap house very soon.
Julian is growing up, Russel too.
I am sad that I cannot watch them grow up than again, I am doing my best as a sister.

Today is Baby and me's anniversary.
Happy 1 year & 6 months!

I love James, he is a really good guy,bringing laughter to me every day.
He bought me a sweet beautiful dress and I bought him a gym ball.

He's gonna love it :)
I just know it.

We didn't celebrate it today because I had to do overtime :(
Darn the stock count.
It kills me.

We're celebrating it on Sunday, bringing my rascals out and celebrating Mum's birthday too.
3 in 1 :)

Have to reach work @ 830am tomorrow.

Shall blog next time!

P.S : I hate eczema. It's disgusting and it's sickeningly attrated to me :(

Education.

2010-03-07T23:11:00.001+08:00

It's been some time since I have last blogged.
Internet @ work place has been prohitbited so when I return to Baby's home after work,I only have
the energy to log on to facebook.
Uploading of photos tends to be so much faster there in my opinion & thus,the lack of photos here :)

Anyway,I have just converted to a full-time position for my job.
Yeah,the salary is a meagre sum but I will hang on for now.
I am going to save up for my Private Diploma fees.
Since I don't have the fortune of having my family to pay my fees for me,I shall be independent.

Haven't I always been relying on myself?
I've decided to not study this year,as I do not have the money to do so.
So I will work my ass off this year & study next year instead.
My youth is still here so like what Confucius said :

"It does not matter how slow you are,as long as you don't stop"

I am still going to acheive my dreams.

March, marks 1 year and 6months with my darling.
It's my Mummy's birthday this month too !
I can't wait to see my brothers during the March holidays.

I miss my brothers and I miss my Grandpa.
I'll do my best to make them proud.

Ah Gong,I will not disappoint you!

Growth.

2010-02-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

As my title suggests, I would like to blog about growth :)

I am waiting for a small young boy to grow up,to be matured,to behave like an adult and have an intelligent mindset.

I hope he grows quickly,into a man who can give me a sense if security,a big brother who can lead his siblings to learn what is right and wrong,to be a matured son,sharing the burden of every family matter,doing what expresses filial piety to them.I hope he grows into a matured man,a boyfriend who knows hot to take the initiative,and not someone whom needs me to nag and teach.

Learn how to express yourself.
Take the initiative to be the man of the relationship.

I am older than you by only a year,does it separates us tt badly?
I don't think so.

I believe in you,I love you and I know you will mature gradually.
The point is do you believe in yourself?

Stop living in your "I am a prince" world and wake up to this realistic world.

I believe that I am much more mature than you due to the fact that I have been through much much more than you do. You've led a blessed life the past 19years. Now,it is time to step into adulthood and grow up.

Be wise,be smart and be my man :)

I cannot rely on a boy now,I need a man.
& a relationship will not blossom to its pinnacle when I feel like the man of the relationship.

1year & 5months on this road w you.
We've seen the rainbow and we've walked through the floods.
Some people curse us,others bless us.
But we just have to look into each other's eyes and we'll know what's gng on between us.

Fingers crossed. Promise made.
Let's continue walking and GROWING up together on this road of ours :)

And on a lighter note,I tried to pose like a model in my Lunar New Year's dress.
And yes,as the photos suggests, I did a bad job :X I couldn't stop sniffling a giggle :D :D :D

Of cos I gave up in the end :/ So much for thoughts of being a model. I have no pretty face and no height. I must be kidding me.

LAUGHS OUT LOUD :D

Pink & Purple.

2010-02-18T23:37:00.001+08:00

:X

I have not been updating again.
I thought weeks back,I have proposed the idea of updating every single day.
Oh man,the power of procrastination ~

Anyways, it is 2010 February already!!!

That is like so fast.

In the midst of the Lunar New Year right now.we're all merrily gambling,getting red packets and proclaiming "Gong Xi Fa Cai":D

Life has been fine for me, been making tough but matured decisions, like moving away from unworthy people who curses me to be struck by lightning (LOL)
So funny! People at which age level says that? 13?14? *snickers*

I am learning many new things at work,handling a few projects at a time.
One for Nestle.
Another for Ice Mountain.
It's gonna be tough, but I believe I will make it through.

I am 20 this year, and I have pretty much grown up.
I can see through the different people I meet everyday and I am cautious when it comes to making adult decisions.

Have been constantly getting into writing my book.
Cannot wait for it to be finished!

Anyway, I will try my best to update as much as I can,when I have the time,as the Internet at work is being restricted :((
We can only go onto our company's website and Yellow Pages. How sucky!

Having a company CNY dinner tmr. Gonna "LO HEI":D
Am gonna put on a pretty dress & enjoy :)

Anyway,I figured I must b log abt this cos I find it super interesting :)

I SAT IN A PINK & PURPLE BUS TODAY!

It totally looked so pretty pls! It'a interior was like a pub and it was a totally relaxing scenery. Hahas.

Bus 107! The Nokia bus, I wish more buses would be created this way.
Tt'd be so cool :D

I was so busy in the bus taking photos !

Tomorrow is me & Baby's 1 year & 5 months anniversary !!!

James Liu,chun ruk koon !! ฉันรักคุณ :)

Fatigue

2010-02-07T20:49:00.000+08:00

Updating of this blog has been greatly delayed.

I am so tired.
Workload is piling up like nobody's business.
Stress at work is building up.
& CNY is approaching.

Been so busy shopping this 2 days that I just feel like fainting right now :X

Celebrated Gers birthday last night.
Had an awesome time.
Went shopping w Buddy Ferlyn @ Far East Plaza & Bugis.
Had a great time too :D

Photos will all rot in my camera & phone till my energy is restored soon.

Here's something cute I'll like to share w everyone ^^

60 THINGS A GAL/LADY/WOMAN WANTS BUT WONT ASK FOR!!

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON'T lie to her
27. DON'T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Don't EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back--feels good
47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute
48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionately and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneak up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don't ignore her or be nervous around her--everything is going to be alright.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. ;D

"Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies."
--Aristotle

"If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you made me smile, I would have the whole night sky in the palm of my hand."

BABY ! We are spending our second V-day tgthr ! :D

It's okay,I will pick myself up!

2010-01-27T22:24:00.005+08:00

Let me share some depressive news with you guys.
Flunked JAE.
Flunked JPSAE.
The floorball dude from Temasek Poly actually called me regarding my talents in floorball. I was in the floorball team like 3 or maybe 4 years ago??
Yeah,and I didn't play in 2008 or 2009 so they couldn't regard me for the programme :(
Super saddening.
I also flunked DAE for Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
Which leaves me with Mass Comm @ Temasek Poly(refer to the last column)
I circled the crucial area "Under consideration" !!!
Which means I still have tt tiny weeny bit of hope.
One can wish right?
But I'd not harbored tt much of hope now as I know tt the more I hope,the worse the disappointment.

Yeah. I'd pray really hard :)

On a lighter note,I received the Changi Airport vouchers already! Thank you Contest Junkie :D

I still owe my artwork posts & I also hv to post abt Celine's belated birthday.

AAAHHHH!

I should stop procrastinating,for real.

One last thing before I hit the hay!!

Who would like to come support James on the 31st?
Tickets are on sale now. Contact me at joleneko_7@hotmail.com !
For more details, Pls Click Here!

MOE.

2010-01-27T15:20:00.000+08:00

I got my posting results from MOE today. Gosh!~

How early can they be?

Spreading bad news to people at like 6am in the morning! They must be insane.

Well alright, the bad news was only for me (& maybe some others too).

Guess what that wonderful message from MOE said.

I was posted to ITE Bishan, Events Management.

SIGH!

I know I did apply for it, but I still had that glimmer of hope to step into a decent polytechnic.

Any will do. But I guess I still couldn't make it.

I called all the polytechnics to ask them how to appeal and I logged in to the JAE 2010 appeal portal.

But fml, guess what?!?!?!

I couldn't even appeal for any courses in any polytechnics.

Some of the courses, I met the cut off points but not the minimum entry requirements.

Others were the other way round.

It's a sad sad situation :(

I was pretty upset in the morning but I guess somehow, I will have to get over it.

Damien told me something which really cheered me up.

When God says NO to something, he is probably saying YES to something better :)

I still owe my readers my promised artwork post.

Am so lazy recently.

It is gonna be a busy week!

Boyfr is training for his fight on the 31st everyday.

I am preparing for the bbq/picnic on Saturday.

Hope this week ends well!

P.S : I think I am going to pursue Private Diploma in Kaplan. But I need to get a student loan from POSB.

Wished they could reply my e-mail query asap.

P.S.S: I am going to study and work at the same time :/ Can I make it ?

Lord, give me strength.

I edited this using PICNIK, w all the valentine's day gadgets.

Hahas!

Oh yeah, speaking of V-day,what should I get for him?

New phone.

2010-01-22T16:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

I am so sorry.
I was too lazy to update about my N Level and O Level Artwork last night.
Was busy eating :D
Had a really full dinner & ate dessert that James' daddy bought.
Was so full that I couldn't even move my butt.

Oh yeah! I won $20 changi airport vouchers from Contest Junkie !
Support Contest Junkie, they got huge ass loads of contests man :)
Click here to visit their blog.
You can also support them on FB and TWITTER.

Am wishing that I am a rich girl. I so wanna get a new phone now! Although my Baby SE W595 is alright, just a few scratches here and there, but I am getting a little bored of it :( It is quite a good phone actually. I can call,text,video call,listen to songs and lastly, cam-whore! 3.2 megapixels does not make my photos any uglier either. I thought of getting a Blackberry Bold 7900. I think it is damn chio can! An Iphone is okay, but I think is getting a little too common. I can only day dream and save up for a Blackberry baby. For now, I will hold on to my precious W595 and protect it from further harm(whichis quite difficult as I am a clumsy ass).

I am supposingly supposed to be tele-marketing right now for the NESTLE project but it is Ferlyn the buttock's turn. Hahas!

IT IS A FRIDAY,LIKE FINALLY!

Oh yeah, gave Bestie Elaine a surprise on her actual 21st birthday on Wednesday night. She thought I was avoiding her and so was Chanel & Geraldine. Her big sis us into her house and we ran into her room to give her a huge surprise. She was over the moon!! :) I did not took a lot of photos that day, I was really tired and lazy. James' mummy was at TTSH having an operation, so me & Eugene were there to take care of her. You may look at those photos on my FB!

Chanel is very good at balancing the cake!

I know this looks really ghastly but I edited it so that thestupid acne on my nose is not visible.I am fidgeting with this cute little lenovo lappy. It is really compact and portable y'know ? And it belongs to my boss. Guffaws! He says it is of no use to him as the screen is too small. Rich talk from Rich man. Somebody tell him to give this to me :D

Ferlyn is so hardworking! :) She has a laughing disorder and she laughs too easily! If she is halfway through a tele-conversation with a customer and I just sniffle a grin, she'll hang up the call (YES! HANG UP!) and than laugh with me cos she can't control her funny bone. Very cute friend I have right?

I am tired of blogging already. I actually took 4 hours to get this post done. I am getting ~~old~~.

Oh yeah, did I tell you that I am a contest addict? I love contests ! I think I am going to be a very kiasu aunty in the future !

Let's end this post w a photo of 2 very gorgeous babes.

Yes,I know I look fugly and my face is v fat.

But who cares ? :D

TWEET!

2010-01-21T16:52:00.000+08:00

Hey people!

Follow me on TWITTER !!!!

I know this is a lame post but I am just craving for some attention. AHHHA!
So follow me here : CLICK THIS !

Oh yeah, the promised posts about my Art work are not here yet.

Maybe tonight okay ?

& Ferlyn sucks, she told me to blog abt her, so yeah.

Vanilla twilight.

2010-01-19T09:52:00.003+08:00

The stars lean down to kiss you

And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad

'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because

When I think of you,
I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

I am just being random :)
I love this song!

Happy 16 monthsary Baby James!

Replies to Tags.

2010-01-18T14:04:00.001+08:00

Jiayang - I got no choice. I am just too famous :D People want me to help advertise their names on my blog :)

Nadya - Yeah! I read your love story already !! :) Hope we win !

Aloysius - Those people are too free. They sit behind the computer whole day wondering who can give them unconditional attention. Unlike us,where we are so busy with the good things in life. They have nothing good. That's the problem. Do pity them :)

Zamiel - Yeah! I agree with you.

Kathy - Hahas! Sister Meow rocks ! :D

Claris - Hahas! Super powerful langauge he has there huh!

Hey all,
Thanks for standing up for me against those idiots.

I would like to ask if you readers would also support me if I am able to publish my book.
Would I have your utmost support and would you guys help me promote it ?

Do let me know !

Cherish me deep within.

2010-01-18T08:42:00.002+08:00

So what if I came clean, and told you all you mean to me,

so what if I meant every word I said,

baby don't let it go to your head

So what if I write your name,

cause you're always on my brain, in a heart I paint in crimson red,

baby dont let it go to your head

Dont be getting any big ideas, let me make it clear

Just cause I cant go on,

just cause I die when ur gone, & just cause I think of you in bed, dont let it go to your head, if I looked in your eyes, one too, too many times, & memorzied every word you said, dont let it go to your head, oh oh, don't let it go to your head, oh oh

So what if I want to kiss, from your toes up to your lips, it don't mean that you have me yet, youre gonna be good out of bed, i'm the one who's in control here, let me make it clear

Just cause I cant go on, just cause I die when ur gone, just cause I think of you in bed, dont let it go to your head, if I looked in your eyes, one too, too many times, memorzied, every word you said, dont let it go to your head, dont let it go to your head, oh oh

Now you think you got me

Well im gonna get you

Now you think you can touch me

Well im gonna let you

Just cause I cant go on, just cause I die when ur gone, just cause I think of you in bed, dont let it go to ur head

Just cause I cant go on

Just cause I die when ur gone

Just cause I think of you in bed, dont let it go to your head, if I looked your eyes, one too, too many times, memorzid every word you said, dont let it go to your head, dont let it go to your head, dont let it go your head, dont let it go to your head, dont let it go to your head...

ART,SHIT,CRAP.

2010-01-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

Next post - I will upload all my previous Artworks.
And also the artwork tt got me D7 for my Olevels.
I seriously think the markers are looking for Da vinci.
Crap :(

I'm gonna be strong.
I'm an adult and I am gonna behave tt way.

Decision making is tough.

2010-01-16T23:37:00.001+08:00

I had so much fun over at Bestie's chalet ytd ! A lot of camwhoring and laughter x) Boyfr I were rly tired after tt ! We slept like dead logs in Bus 88 on the way home. I love friends, I love it especially when I am laughing along w them. I wanna make more friends :D

I've been struggling w decision making nowadays, all thanks to my O level results. All I can do now is wait and see, and take one step at a time.

Praying hard for Bi's mom for Wednesday*crosses finger*

I am SURE everything will be fine.

Haha! Suddenly, I just feel like uploading fugly photos of my retarded boyfr to piss him off.
I know he wouldn't get angry and tt defeats the purpose.
I'll still post :D
James, no matter how fugly you look, I still LUP you x)
- Huge nostrils.

Sighs, I wish I had a parent to talk to regarding my future. Mum is supportive w what I do but she does not know anything about how to advise me. Who can teach me what to do?

~~Daddy~~, where are you?

Grandpa, I wish you were here. I miss you so much !

2010-01-14T13:20:00.000+08:00

SOMEONE is stalking my blog, leaving friendly comments 24/7 and even replying to my Buddy's tags.

Hahahas! Guffaws!

I am THAT popular man.

Thanks for contributing to my hits.

I guess a lot of chinese friends I have are actually Malay because they got Merit for their Chinese Oral and not distinction as this is how you prefer to link it.

Since you received awesome O level results, why don't you put it to good use instead of hiding behind a screen trying to make people unhappy with your words but constantly fail to do so?
What a waste !

Poor you.

You expect me to get pissed and than hurl vulagrities at you ?
It's a waste of my time.

I am much more level headed than you and it's not as if I don't know who you are.

& Fyi, Starstream, I know who you are too.

Ip addresses are easy to find out who a person is.
Police reports have been made with the Ip addresses so continue to bask in the ambience of leaving tags! :)

I am more than welcome to embrace the necessity to provide entertainment to poor souls who are malnourished emotionally and drained out of creative juices to harrass people.

Also,I have the habit of spotting common grammar and vocabulary mistakes in people and I just realised that all your sentence structure are wrong. Plus! You need to get a dictionary fast, need to buck up on your spelling there !

Have a great day ahead !

Excuse me ?!

2010-01-14T00:01:00.000+08:00

EH "JUSTICE" .

May I know what is your problem?

I don't even understand your effort in trying to convey a msg to me through my tagboard please.

Let me copy and paste here what you tagged :

justice: u chinese confirm chinese distinction what! what the hell. - if u delete this u are loser.

P.S : English lessons needed to improve on your vocabulary and grammar. I can give you free lessons since you're so language malnourished.

Are you blind ? Since when did I get distinction for my Chinese? Your comment has totally no link to my recent post. I seriously think you need a new pair of spectacles or something.

Fyi,I am a chinese so confirm chinese distinction? -.- But the actual fact is that my English is the one with distinction,so means I am an "American"? an "Australian"?

I do not understand what is the point of your pathetic attempt trying to create an interference here.

It sucked.

So the way you link things is that those with moustache are your dads? Those with curly hair are your moms?

Justice,you are severely lacked of some common sense.

And you could leave your real name actually,because you are doing INJUSTICE to your parents by not acknowledging your name.

"If you delete this,you are a loser"

HAHAHAHAH!!!

You sound like a 3 year old.

Thanks for dropping by :)

Vexed,Trapped,Messed.

2010-01-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

Received my O level results today.

Congratulations to all who did well & may your journey to your desired polytechnic be an awesome one !

Seriously,I don't know whether to be ~~happy~~ or upset.

There was only one person who got a distinction in English,and it was me.

However,the rest sucked.

I was really upset but I tried to put up a front,pretending I was expecting those pathetic results.

But few knew I was on the verge of crying.

The worse that could happen was that people came asking me why I did so well for my N levels but so badly for my O levels.

Does anyone of you knew what I had to go through in 2009 ?

No one really knew what I went through all my life. Would people want to know?

If I wrote a book about my past,would anyone want to read about it ?

Okay,I digressed there..

Here are my results :

English Language A2.

Chinese B3 (retake also no difference -.-)

Mathematics D7

Combined Humanities C6

Science F9

Art D7

Chinese Oral Distinction.

I seriously cannot believe that I got D7 for my art. I spent so much time in school doing so much for my Art and this was the pathetic result I received?

I tried my best for O levels,I really did.

I studied day in & out.

I am flabbergasted. Totally lost for words.

Right now,I have to make a choice.

Higher Nitec
Polytechnic- but take up a course which I am not interested in.
Repeat O levels.
Private Diploma.
Give up studying.

I failed my Science & Maths.Therfore,I cannot qualify for much courses. Pathetic right ?

These are the only courses I am qualified for.

Architecture
Landscape Architecture
Digital Animation
Digital Visual Effects
Experience & Product Design
Flim,Sound & Video
Interior Design
Visual Effects & Motion graphics

And that's about it :(

The rest are all business & accounting courses for Higher Nitec.

I may qualify for those Poly courses but that does not mean that I can get into them.

~~Kill me now :(~~

Kaplan or Psb ?

vexedddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

STOMP contest for V-day!

2010-01-09T00:03:00.006+08:00

Hello!
Today I finally sent the entry for the Valentine's day contest on STOMP to them. A liitle shy actually, because I am making me and James' love story PUBLIC.

Click here to see it : STOMP,Jolene's story.

I am waiting for some kind souls to help me change this blogskin into a new one.

Am gonna start posting photos of my O level artwork very soon.
Do stay around to see it x)
Am very tired today.
Facial @ New Yorks Skin Solution at 1 pm tomorrow.
Am trying to keep my eyes open as I type this.

AHHHHHHH! Monday is coming !
I am ~~confident~~,very nervous !

My head is blank,shall post agn tomorrow.

Baby,when are we going to watch AVARTAR huh?!?!

Failed but TRIED.

2010-01-07T21:36:00.002+08:00

Hello~

I failed my Basic Theory Test yesterday.
The questions - to me,were EASY. However,I failed.
Was a little cranky and grumbled to loads of people.

Still,I won't give up! :)
Next Basic Theory Test is on February 18th. Am gonna try real hard for it!

Next Monday,on the 11th of Jan...
I am going to receive my O level results slip.
Anxiety,excitement,pressure,anticipation and several other feelings mixed in my mind now.
Whether it is going to be a failure or a pass,I am still going to face it with my head held high.
I have already made plans for my future and I know which path I am going to take.

Whatever the result is going to be,I believe in myself and I know that I will achieve my goals.

BRING IT ON O MONSTER!

Work is getting a little tough.
Paperwork is drowning me & making me so irritated.
I really do not understand why you all have to always wait for me to take the lead.
AND,you all do not offer your help when I need it. It really pisses me off, real mad.
It is really selfish of you all.

However,like what I told Ferlyn today.

At least I took the more difficult path and TRIED. I strengthened myself in several ways and became more patient. I learnt more than you all did.

On a lighter note,
Baby fetched me from work today. FIRST TIME !! :D
& I got a huge zit on my nose.
How beautifullllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ~

& I am little sad :(
Cos I think that no one wants to go for the Bbq that I organized for my class.
I suck at organizing or you all hate gatherings ? :(

5A2, prove me wrong can?
I am calling off the whole thing if there is less than 20 people going.

*HUGE SIGH*

Making your mark on the world is hard. If it were easy, everybody would do it. But it's not. It takes patience, it takes commitment, and it comes with plenty of failure along the way. The real test is not whether you avoid this failure, because you won't. it's whether you let it harden or shame you into inaction, or whether you learn from it; whether you choose to persevere.
Barack Obama.

There is no failure except in no longer trying.
Elbert Hubbard

My reputation grows with every failure.

Good things come in SMALL packages.

2010-01-05T21:23:00.004+08:00

HEYYYYYY!!!

Brought the little kids out last Saturday to celebrate Russel's belated birthday.
Reached Amk Hub & the queue was mad long.
Headed to Cineleisure instead.
Had Pastamania and than went to shop around.
Watched "Alvin & the Chipmunks" at 6pm.

It was a fabulous show tt made people HAPPY! :)
Went for "Flea Titan" @ The flyer.
Bought only a skirt and a shorts.
There weren't much tt caught my eyes & also,I reached thr real late :X

I am blogging now only because I am waiting for Episode 10 of Hi My Sweetheart to load!! :D

Baby is at Asfitness having his muay thai training.

YES,my boyfriend is obsessed w Muay Thai.
Still, I'm gonna be supportive and my dear friends gotta endure w my grumblings! Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Work is getting a little stressful.
So am I ! Because I heard that Olevelers are going to get results NEXT week!
Ain't it like too crazily fast?
Oh my Faints ~ I am missing school life.
Everyday I aboard the super crowded bus to work & see all the students in school uniform and I realise I am just growing up too fast.

Have lost all my innocence & youth. LOL!

Being 20 sounds elderly to me.

Here are the shots taken last Saturday:

Muay thai obsessed freak & his amazing supportive girlfriend(PRETTY too!)

BTT tomorrow !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am very nervous !